Opinion on a WILD

[Chacki]

This morning i had what i believe was close to a successful wild. But i have a doubt. I had been waking on and off during the night as i do to record my dreams. The Last time i woke however rather than writing down the dream ,i had the notion to WILD instead (ive never been very close to a WILD before). I kept my eyes closed , stayed relaxed , cleared my mind and started gently counting - 1 im dreaming , 2 im dreaming etc.. I quickly started to get colourful HI's and within a couple of minutes i started to hear faint whispering in my ears and a very intense vibration. Another minute or so and I felt an odd cramping / tightening across my body and noticed my breathing was more difficult. Within seconds of this i felt as if i was being pulled away from the bed upwards. Almost as quickly as it had come on , it all just .. Went. I tried relaxing myself again , but it had defiantly gone. Now .. looking back im left with a confusion as id always been under the impression that WILD'ing took alot longer than a couple of minutes to achieve , even when having just woken.. I now wonder if i really WILD'ed at all..!? Was it perhaps a false awakening , and i just happened to Lucidly dream about having a WILD .. (go figure). Maybie i just had a dream about having a WILD ... Or did i actually just really Fail a WILD , and its all blurry as i was half asleep at the time? Anyone got any insight?

[NewDreamer123]

well it depends did you do any RCs after a wild whether you think its a succes or not always do a RC or you could have done a wild and got excited so it immediately went away or maybe you just failed im unsure