Yo,

My name is, wouldntyouliketoknow?

Anyways call me RJ

As I said In the title I might be new to this great forum (might be new but I already see it to be great) but I am well experienced with lucid dreaming.

But first, I should tell you a little more about me afore I tell you about my dreaming.

I am 17, (just showing off, you might understand later) I am also a 6"7 140lb dude with bipolar, ADD, marfans syndrome, and scoliosis. I've had a hell of a life for being only 17. I've lived in Oregon all my life, except for 3 years in and out of state residentials DFS in Missouri. I take like 14 perscription drugs a day, and you wanna know what? For all those traits some find as "crazy", most people who get to know me find that I am smart in a logic based thinking sort of way. Hell sometimes I think so much the theories I come up with (all based on logic) once exciting become depressing

That's enough about that. Now for the LD.

All my years as a likkle person, and even now to a big yet small point, I was afraid of everything. The biggest thing was going to sleep. I would have the most realistic bad dreams (at least from my perspective). I realized, and tried to tell people, that when you wake up from a bad dream that the shit hurts the heart like hell! Physically I mean, almost like a fist of lighting giving your heart a quick squeeze. In my bad dreams I usually couldn't move. Well in those ones (and others) they got so bad that while standing there had I realized I was in a bad dream I just closed my eyes and flexed my body, clenched my fists, all of this to reduce the pain before it came. Well this didn't reduce the pain, this process started wakeing me up from my dreams with that same pain whenever I used it. The only difference is I could use it at will and therefore lessen the fear that comes with the regular scary dream.

Although the first true lucid dream I had was the one that started my most used and most usefull tool while in a lucid dream, and that was the ability to fly. Cheesy enough? Well in my present state in any dream I'm in I have the ability to fly very well. Although it took practice and the flight got better after time. The original dream started with me walking around a town with Chucky (the doll yes) and being his accomplice, unwilling. Well as you all know if you stay and evil persons accomplice for long they don't mind expending you. So I wanted to get away from him. We were walking on a sidewalk and there was nowhere to run, so I didn't want to run cause I knew he would catch up to me. So I wanted to fly, I closed my eyes and started running as fast as I could thinking as hard as I could on flight. Wouldn't you know? I looked down at the ground, I was stilling running but I was lifting off the ground... BOOYAH BISICH! > keke I love sleeping

Enough talking,
RJ out