I've always had a good ability to remember my dreams. That's why I've decided to learn more techniques to remember more than one dream a night and for the dreams that I remember to be clearer. But what I found was way different than I thougt. I learned about LDs which I'm really interested into having. For a whole day I've been reading stuff about LDs, I've read almost every techniques I could find and I've tried most of them. That's what happenned:

1st night: I woke up after 3 of my dreams and remembered them all. However I did not get a lucid dream which I wouldn't have expected on the first day anyways.

2nd night: THis really shocked me. Maybe it was because I was too excited. That night, I didn't remember one dream. However I felt awake all night but whenever I would look I would be in my bedroom so it wasn't a dream.

3rd night: Same thing

Then I went in vacation and I pushed the lucid dreaming thing away and I remembered 1 dream a day. Today, I came back and I want to aply the techniques and all.

My concern is. Will I not be able to dream again?

Is it because I'm too excited or because I think to much about it?

I thought that maybe this would be a reason:
I oftenly have difficulties falling asleep which have always anoyed me. I wonder if I have some sleeping disorder or something. And when before falling asleep, I think "I want to be conscious in my dream. I want to wake up after each of my dream and remember each of them completly" continuesly I feel so serein, so close to my subconscious, so rested, as like I was meditating that I just can't fall asleep. I feel too concentrated even though I ain't. I felt so awake and then I my mouth started to feel really dry so I wanted to go get water but my legs and my arms felt paralysed. I couldn't even feel my fingers. I tried to move but it was hard and when I did it hurt. I really didn't understand what all this was about and I'm scared to try again... Help pleaze!