I know you guys probably hear this all the time and get tired of answering it, and for that I apologize.

First off I was wondering exactly how much control you have when you get completely lucid. Can you literally decide "Oh I wanna go fishing for...zebras... in Uzbekistan," and then you're there?

The one lucid experience I have had accidentally was very short. I walked through a door and was surprised so I decided to try walking through the wall. I made it through a wall and then realized I wasn't awake at all. As soon as I realized I was dreamin' I realized that I wasn't in pain (a huge deal for someone suffering from 2 different chronic pain conditions). This blew me away so much that I woke up shaking.

I want to be able to achieve it again very much for personal therapy. It would be nice if I could be able to do whatever I want while asleep. Being disabled I am unable to do a lot of things I wish I could...if I could gain lucidity it would be like giving me back the youth I never had. Sorry this was so long -_-