So and so......

[Squaddle]

I went to sleep at 12 am Last night I decided to get HI before I go to sleep, I meditate.... but I already did beforehand couple hours ago.... Lol.. chant like 4 mantras while doing it..... like 5x times each Lay down chant just 1 mantra that will make me lucid..... bla bla bla i will realize bla ill become lucid.... I lay down... get into a comfortable position just lay there and imagine stuff happening to waste time.. and finally after some intensive amount of time .15-20+ min? I start hearing sound in my ear, though I still hear stuff externally afterwards it feels like preassure or something, and I felt like my body was spinning, and afterwards I felt increasing sleepy.... so well I hold on with my imagining and stuff and my eyes start to blink back and forth.... well it stopped after a while and my body was numb..... at least the most numb i've ever experience though I don't think it's as far as not feeling completely... i lay there for a while... I can clearly hear my mom doing sutff...... Nothing was going on so I decided to break off and go to the bathroom, come back chant chant chant, take off my watch and go to bed. Rc, some mantra. This time I just go to bed and I allow myself to move around, eventually im off... I think I dreamt SOMETHING once.... before REM but I can't remember nor was it much anyways, my Watch woke my up at 5, I go bathroom, Try TO WILD/VILD..... I'm sleepy as usual.... and it doesn't feel like my body wants to check if im awake... because I thought itd be more "excruciating" but after being up for a while with nothing I go to sleep dreamt like 4 dreams and woke up at 9, remember them all, wrote them down, but no lucids... but let's just skip all of this crap....... at some interval between 5 am and 9 am.... I got to the point where I thought to myself... what does lucid really feel like... how does RCing even come in this dream world... how the heck will I even notice... and well, I got so bewildered..... that I try opening my eyes, dunno if this was in a dream or not... but clearly my eyelids were glowing digital hues so of course I doubt it was real... but everytime I try to exert my thought into opening my eyes and be aware I would wake up and feel awesome and all for like a second and my eyes would close again... Yes I was really thinking about it that I actually went and looked over and imaginary post on DV... and suddenly im in my bed opening my eyes... And my dreams are totally game themed..... I don't know why... they start off as a game theme and they spiral into whatever fantasy it can get its hand on I dream about Mu Online,Tales of the abyss and from there it just takes a spiral... and heck I NEVER played on a mu private server with 1000 level cap.... yet for some reason While i was in the Tales of the abyss dream... I had taken pictures of my mu characters... some were 600 and I was struggling to find lvl 400s And all of this I STLL CANT realize im dream.....WHY WHY WHY WHY And now I remember I also had a dream about playing counter strike... downloaded like 4 mods of it... even played the mod with the modern weps and all.... or more realistic..... ha ha ha ha.... QUESTION time I Rc with 4 things My watch which also has text, I look back and forth to see if any thing changed, I would pinch my nose and breath look at my hands and count my fingers and look and remember how they look, and lastly I would pinch my other hand (left) with right hand's index finger with the intention of it going through I rc frequent Is this fine? Or am I just fine with 2? Does having 4 increase the chances? I also do 4 mantras........... but I think that's fine I only concentrate on the one about dreaming,realizing, and becoming lucid when i finished all other. I will try to WILD at 1-3... which is like 2 hours from now.... I'll also try to WBTB and focus less and less on DV... no offense, but I haven't been doing anything productive for the last 2 days ... *yawn* Can I ask how RCing happens in your dream and howw you realize you're dreaming.... because im not getting it even if things were weird.... but weird things is normal to me....

[snumbers]

Well, I'm a begginer to lding, but one night when I tried to wild, I had 3 wilds in a row that all led to short lucids, at the beggining of all of them I automatically R.checked without much thougth, the lesson is that when you keep on practicing to Rc everyday and question reality in the day , then your subconcience will automatically check. The thought for RCing is then built in you so you will do it naturally.

[Squaddle]

Well, I'm a begginer to lding, but one night when I tried to wild, I had 3 wilds in a row that all led to short lucids, at the beggining of all of them I automatically R.checked without much thougth, the lesson is that when you keep on practicing to Rc everyday and question reality in the day , then your subconcience will automatically check. The thought for RCing is then built in you so you will do it naturally. so it auto and keep trying, k thanks

[snumbers]

Can you 'thanks' me please

[Squaddle]

Can you 'thanks' me please Done... Egg is one of my DS........ I saw a dragon laying egg... egg popping into baby dragons, and I even broke an egg..... BUT I DIDNT RC DANG IT!!!

[snumbers]

Ty

[Squaddle]

Ty So I already see my DS but I need to DC and be aware more so that I'll RC when i SEE ds right?

[snumbers]

Exactly that

[Squaddle]

Exactly that I gave up on wild, just did it stayed for 15 min nothin happend , ill just focus on other stuff and let LUcid dream fly to me before i go to sleep with MILD.

[snumbers]

Best way to wild is to not think about wilding but think about things that will make you calm and concentrated.

[Squaddle]

Best way to wild is to not think about wilding but think about things that will make you calm and concentrated. what did you think when you lay down there for god knows how long?

[snumbers]

I just let my think what it wants to, for me it's school etc and it's not even that long, about 30-40

[Squaddle]

I just let my think what it wants to, for me it's school etc and it's not even that long, about 30-40 hahahahaha 30-40 mins...... hopefully lol