First off, I am under the impression my name gives me a certain "fluff" that most are put off by. I mean I could have been a bit more original about choosing a name, but I tried LD for the first time last night and was eager to get feedback.
Now that we can all just ignore my name (yes we can) here's a theory I came up with:
It has roots in Freudian psychology and deconstruction.
If you don't know what deconstruction is, just think of it as the belief that language is unstable and constantly subject to change.
Such as: "bad" came to mean its opposite in slang terms.
Words are defined by more words. Which means substituting one word for another is valid. The English language has become so complex that during the writing process we never actually say what we mean. No matter what we write, no matter how much we think we know what we mean--we never can because of the ambiguity and unstableness of words.
From my study on Freud, I believe true meanings to "reality" are kept in our unconscious mind.
We lose touch with these true meanings as we grow older and develop a conscious mind. I believe this is one reason why babies sleep for so long; they are storing newly gathered information in their subconscious to form their conscious mind (their behavior). Hence, as we grow we require less sleep because our conscious mind is well developed and mostly static.
What does this mean?
Perhaps a limit exists to what our subconscious mind can store; anything that flows over this limit creates a mental illness. Drugs may inhibit the minds ability to detect this limit, or the mind itself may be able to inhibit its own ability to detect it.
Excuse this tacky symbolism but think of a computer system and how it works.
There are two types of memory: ROM and RAM.
ROM - Read only memory, which is stored even when the computer is off; is like our unconscious mind.
RAM - Random Access memory, which is only stored while the computer is on and is erased when the computer is turned off; is like our conscious mind.
Our subconscious is like an operating system and a hard drive, it provides functionality and stores information that can be moved, copied, erased, and displayed and so on.
When we are awake and conscious we are constantly storing and analyzing information, hence we are interacting with our subconscious mind. The key is that our conscious mind controls what is stored and analyzed.
Think of it as installing and uninstalling programs on a computer.
In terms of regular dreams
When we sleep I suggest that our conscious mind is not off, but it no longer controls what is stored and analyzed. To compensate for this lack of stimuli our subconscious begins running random "programs" (that are previously installed) that store memory in our conscious mind and become dreams. Basically the conscious mind becomes redefined and behaves differently, perspective is everything. Between each dream this "clearing" and "loading" process is repeated. Anytime we "wake up" out of sleep our subconscious no longer controls what is stored and analyzed; our conscious mind is back in the driver's seat. What is stored in our conscious mind when we went to sleep, determines the type of dreams we will have. If we are stressed when we go to sleep, we will wake up stressed. If we focus on solving stress related problems, not specifically but just the idea, theoretically we may wake up with ideas and solutions to problems.
In terms of lucid dreams
For most of us "training" is required to experience an LD. Nearly all training consists of clearing your conscious mind and meditating on one thing. It also stresses the importance of repeating to yourself that you will have a lucid dream. Well one defines what a lucid dream is by first gathering, storing and analyzing information from different sources. You can't tell someone who has never heard of a lucid dream to just experience it. I think a lucid dream is a trick in itself. By storing your conscious mind with information conductive to "being in control" of your dreams, when you fall asleep, all dreams are interpreted through this "filter." Hence you really believe you are in complete control of your dream, when in reality you are just doubly tricking yourself into believing it.
When you wake up your conscious mind may be filled with these thoughts:
1) General information; who I am, where I exist, math, etc.
2) Artificial information: I will have a lucid dream / I just had a lucid dream / I am having a lucid dream.
3) What your dream was about.
Please do not be offended nor infuriated because this was not the intent. I am just doing a mind dump, figured it might be worthy of discussion.
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