As a child growing up i was very close with my grandmother i was allways over there most of the time she had foster kids around mine and my sisters age sadley she died when i was 8 and at the time i had no concept of death and whats really so natrely i it didnt effect me very well and never really got to say goodbye. and recently i have a veryy strange dream and i dreament that i was at her house with my sister and foster kids and that i was watching my self play i was who i am now 20 years old in the roon with my self as a 5 year old little gurl and while i was in the bedroom playing and then i started to say to the little version of me that i had to say good bye b4 it was to late i was hystarical and kept telling her that i had to go and say good bye and the little version of me told me that i cant and had to leave right now CAN ANY ONE HELP ME UNDERSTAND THIS BETTER??