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Link, that's a good thing. Plz don't change it xD
I hate this thread :-?
Some people who are not hot are attractive, and some people who are hot are unattractive. Jus' the way it is. Forget the either/or dichotomy of looks or personality. If you find someone attractive, who the hell cares if it's looks, personality, or whatever. The point is that you find the person attractive - go with that.
And people will always judge you (positive or negative). That's being human. And believe me, you don't wanna live under the pressure of gathering positive judgement from other people. ^_^
I didn't know that, Aly, about needed a secondary ingredient.
I've not cut back on my cigarettes at all really. I go through anywhere from 1 1/2- 3 packs a day depending entirely on how much sleep I'm getting. I'm not quite the chain smoker I used to be (before I quit the first time, I would normally go through 4 packs a day), but it's still bad.
:furious: Dreamviews cursed me!!!! I have a canker sore or something WAY back at the back of my mouth toward my throat. I keep messing with it with my tongue which is just irritating it more. But I have disgusting medicine for it. When I was having trouble grinding my teeth in my sleep and I had sores on my gums, my dentist gave me a small vial of liquid to dab on them. He gave the same thing to my youngest daughter who had a massive canker sore outbreak. But it tastes VERY foul. I don't think I'm suffering enough, just yet, to use it lol
I saw my p-doc. He was humored at being in my dreams and asked me why I thought he showed up. I told him he's my voice of reason... my "Jimminy Cricket" :lol: But it's so much more than that. I've told him a couple times throughout the years that I have a crush on him, but it's been a while and he's choosing to forget it :chuckle: I was kissing him in one of my dreams last night :blush: He will never know that! Saying you have a slight crush on someone and having romantic dreams about them might drive him to ask me to find another doctor. Forget that.
Transference or not, he's my Dr. I know what lines not to cross.
But sometimes I wish those lines weren't there :cackle: *sigh*
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Oh yeah. And Link, forget other people. Be attracted to whomever you wish. Yeah, the double standard and hypocrisy become annoying but that's THEIR problem, not yours.
I swear, I want to hit something right now.
I need to step away from the computer for a while.
If that is what you wish, then so be it, Erii. <3
I do hate this thread sometimes, but not the people in it, just the fact it makes me turn into a post-hormonal emo.
Thanks Wolfwood, it's hard shifting back to that mentality all the time, but thanks a lot. :)
See? You can give good advice as well. :D
Yeah, you're right, thanks Zhaylin.
But god, it really IS annoying to hear those standards >.<
Lonely...*head hits desk*
liked because I'm still hugging my backpack alone as well. :therethere:
She will be in your arms sooner or later, coldcrisis. :D
Maybe lonely isn't right,its some sort of strange thing...Alonely? umm oh well!
GF isn't here,but I am -> problem
Its late,my mind starts to unravel so soon
Yeah, think I pretty much annoyed Mel....
Wishing my face and penis to be tattooed with an unsterilised needle wasn't too pleasant either lol.
sometimes i don't know who or what to be anymore. people may say just be yourself but i think thats just another way of dodging the real question. how can i be myself without knowing who i am? everything seems artificial, false. like i'm one big lie. even when i'm alone its like i'm clinging to any type of identity. its tiring at times because i'm wasting so much energy but at the same time i can't let go because then who or what will i be?
That's why I love hedonism y'all. Well, the concept anyway. Just do what feels good, and try not to hurt others or walk all over others in the process. Or get arrested.
Start with that, then tweak it as you go. It sounds selfish, but that's just at first. You gotta go with what you want and what makes you happy before you can figure out anything else. Once you can be honest with yourself about that, then you've found the base of your identity. Then build from there.
Your life is your own playground, and you can invite anyone in it, or kick anyone out. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. :) Make it fun! Life lasts about as long as a lucid dream.
I drank a beer and feel better.
But now I need to pee.
Wolfwood, it's all good. No worries.
Oh I know what you mean! I hate how many calories alcohol has. Especially the barley wine style ales I love. Sierra Nevada has 330 calories in just one 12 ounce bottle. That's like, a meal. And of course I can slam 4 of those without even blinking.
Wine is only 90-100 per glass, and I look more classy :P
I don't even know what Budweiser has, but I know it's high up there, lol. And I can drink more then my fair share before I pass out.
They need to make low calorie beer that has the same alcohol level, yet tastes as good as the original.
I'll invent this and make billions.
Budweiser is pretty low. Less then 5%. A real beer (e.g. the Belgian abby ales) start off around 8% and are often up to 10%.
Delirium Nocturnum and Brother Thelonious are my faves.
Link and Aly got new avatars...
We were talking about CALORIES. But yes, Delirium Nocturnum is awesome. So is Chicken Killer.
rant: I love it so much outside right now, but if I stay much longer, the mosquitoes will siphon me to death. Then ANYone could clone me. :(