I am tired and I have so much shit to get done.
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I am tired and I have so much shit to get done.
I wonder if the guy who wrote the dictionary for my iPhone was religious in some way because it keeps fking auto-correcting hell to he'll.
hell hell hell hell is a place
Link: The girl is actually cool. She's got two kids, I'm certain she would understand. Im just feeling anxious about going back on my word. It doesn't matter who it is. I feel like I am doing her more of a favor than the other way around. Which isn't true, because I REALLLLLY WANT the kitten.
I think I am going to get it.
Zhay: I've never had complications really. Fairly healthy as far as I know. I haven't been to a doctor yet. I've had cats before in my past, but never for a long period of time unless they were strays that hung around the porch so I'm HOPING that I'm immune to it, then again, that doesn't necessarily mean that the baby will be. They say if you're used to cats, then you shouldn't be able to get it, because it's likely you've already had it and didn't even notice. I hope that's the case.
I feel bad, like I'm taking a huge risk, but I think as long as Im careful I should be fine.
RANT: I ABSOLUTELY HATE googling for info about my pregnancy or baby questions because it seems the only websites I am taken to are anal retentive mothers who are afraid of any germ coming into contact with their kids. Seriously. Hand sanitizer didn't exist back in the day and look, humans still exist. (Although, I do understand there are some things that are serious.) I just hate websites like that. It seems like that's all there is.
Someone must be trollin me !
Some random person tried to correct me because I made a comment on youtube.An american trying to teach a german teacher how to speak german... I SEE....
I have several cuts on the left side of my torso. No clue how they got there. .-.
I guess it's morning again? Tsk. I'm too lazy to shift states again.
only a few more sets for my Chemistry homework, and I'm doing it backwards.
Big HORRIBLE freaking mistake, link.
Chemistry Homework: Let me show you how to determine the concentrations!!!!!!
Me: OKAY!!! =D
Chemistry Homework: What the hell is wrong with you bro, didn't just see what I did just now?
Me: but...but...but...I swore I...
Chemistry Homework: Oh right, you meant to type 1.13 V, but it was actually 1.33 V on the screen, HUR HUR HUR HURHUHRURHRUHRt NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT ALLL OVER AGAIN!
Me: Noooooooo you meanie!!!!
*tries it one more time*
Chemistry Homework: You're so full of crap man, you're so pathetic!
Me: I'm freaking trying man!!!! CUT ME SOME SLACK!
Chemistry Homework: You you don't you bloody idiot.
Me: Noooo, I'm not!!!
Chemistry Homework: Don't forget your Biology final exam this Friday! Oh and you have until midnight to finish all of my sets!
Me: Just....SHUT UP DAMN IT!!!!
Chemistry Homework: MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *gasp* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'm going to ride you until it's one minute before the deadline! No early sleeping for you!
Me: :damnit:
Watching the anime version of supernatural.
This. Is. terrible!
Gonna get the real shows tomorrow.
Bad breakup...
Sorry to hear that, Queen Zukin. :/
Fuck.
^ Heavy... =/
If you take a year off school, spend your time looking for work. Drinking is probably a bad idea at this point in time so do whatever you can to keep it to a minimum. As for smoking, try those e-cigs; I hear they're more satisfying, cheaper, and healthier. I'd suggest switching to marijuana but there's always a chance things could spiral (since you're not in a stable environment atm). The best thing you could do right now to help get your mind right is to exercise. Even going for a light jog every now and then can do wonders.
Sorry if that doesn't help you out at all. Really hope things work out for you Dianeva.
I agree with everything ^
except...
don't get the e-cigs. They just don't cut it.
Dianeva, you're not an idiot. I fuck myself over all the time, if that's relevant. Well, don't listen to me, I could just be another idiot-- in denial. Hope things work out for you though.
RANT:
I know I shouldn't but I really feel like staying up. Or, well, in other words I don't want to go to sleep.
I don't know why. FUCK. I've got class tomorrow.
On a side note, I get my kitty. I guess that's good.
Not much of a rant I guess, bored.
I wish I used more of what it can do. I jailbroke it and yet pretty much don't use any apps.... 'cept the bar code scanner. >_>
Psh, speak for yourself. I'm a pro-touchscreen-typer..... You gotta put your skill points in dexterity.
Wow... so many hugs to give :hug: :(
So sad, Queen, Dianeva.
I'm glad you got your kitten though, Suena.
I'm ranting because I woke at some point and realized there was a small piece of poop beside me. WTH :eek: There was also a sock, so I picked it up with that then threw it at the puppy and fell right back to sleep.
Ick!
I woke, expecting to see a huge crap mess in my bedroom, but there was only the single turd. I picked it up to throw it in the trash and it was hard as a rock.
Stupid puppy. She'll drag in and eat anything.
And I had JUST washed my sheets yesterday :bang:
PLUS, my big freagin toe is killing me again. What is it about this time of year (Spring to Fall :bang:) that causes such discomfort. I feel the need to very frequently pop it, but it usually doesn't but a sharp pain shoots up my body for a couple of seconds before I make myself leave it alone... for a little while at least.
And now my right big toe is starting to do the same thing :mad:
My neck is still very sore.
My lungs hurt from smoking too freagin much.
I woke up cranky because of the poop.
I don't know when my p-doc appointment is for (I left a message asking them though). My youngest son and daughter have court on the 7th but I have no idea when their MDT is before then and I can't find my paperwork. PLUS, I have to drive all the way out to my daughters facility on Thursday for family counseling. She has warned me that I don't know even a fraction of the stuff she was doing and I'm going to "be mad" at her.
That's all in the past though. How am I supposed to get mad at her over something she's getting help for? But then she'll get upset because I wont show any emotion over it. Why do I have to put on a big emotional show for people? Why can't I process it my own way and handle the information in a rational, mature manner?
Tomorrow, I get my eyes dialated for the first time ever. I hope my vision is still perfect.
Ugh... this is going to be a very tedious week...
Zhay, sorry you're in pain! I hope you feel better soon.
And I think it's good that you are able to handle your emotions in a mature way. Sometimes, speaking from experience, our loved ones just want to see that we care about them in some physical way. I hope your week flys by with ease.
As for my rant.
As whiny as I was yesterday, though somehow righteously so, I feel better today. I guess I got out my emotions in my tears. Sometimes you just need to cry. Is it weird that I think I look better after crying? ha, I look more natural I guess lol yes, im one of those people who stares in the mirror at themselves sometimes when I bawl, just because you need to cry and let it out. I know I'm not the only one so blah.
Since I'm getting my kitten today, I'm pretty excited. My only stress here is that my hubby won't help me prepare the home, as usual. He just went back to sleep (even though it's my day to sleep in!! because he's off!!! I only get one day a week now and even then I can't sleep in because I'm so used to getting up early!). fuck it. do everything by myself.
I just hope he doesn't let my son kill the kitten while I'm at class. I have no idea if he will go near it anyway but hey, he's only one year old. I'm scared he will try to pick it up and squeeze or hurt him. I'm sure it will be fine as long as DADDY isn't just playing video games all night.
It sucks that right after I get my new kitten I've got to go to class for three hours. :(
and I'm almost done for the summer! yay.
Ugh... some people are just so ingorant and stupid.... Like seriously... On our hungarian LD site... I stopped arguing with him about something since 10 hours now, but he keeps on posting things like "haha, i was still right... i know it better" even now... and when i delete a post of his, then he get's all mad and keeps posting more nonsense that's not even related to the thread... So annoying...
I'm thinking about giving up my admin status, as the original creator of the site doesn't want me to delete posts...
Whatever... i'll think this through, but i'm really tired of people like this.. and if i can't even do anything about it, then fine, the site will collapse in the end considering that i'm the only one moderating stuff like this.... Eh...
...and my head also hurts now... :(