Originally Posted by
Tornado Joe
RANT:
The drug seems to be wearing off. The loneliness is setting in. I have survived this season times before- this time, I will try to use the time to look further inside. Think of this space as an oasis, not an island. The plant medicine gave me a good shake and jarred a couple things loose. Perhaps it's time to once again revisit that which started it all; lucid dreaming. But they've eluded me for so long now...
RAVE:
LD 2021... so I return. after many months of few and far between LD's, I experienced one just a couple weeks back. In it, rather than the customary flying and fucking routine- I chose to instead ask a dream character to take me to someone who could explain to me where my happiness lies, what my purpose is. Kind of deep for a DC, but, she complied and took me by the hand to lead me. Of course, at this point I woke up. But, it's a start- and a rave.