Alright...this could be long, And Im not acting like its big deal, but its really upsetting. Here goes.

This has to do with me, Chris (Best Friend since 6th grade- Currently in Ninth.) And Heather, his Girlfriend.

Now, Immediately reading this topic, I would think, "Hell yeah, thats wrong.." But after I've given others( 4 others...) behind the scene information, they've changed thier mind.

Ok. begining of the school year, Chris got up wtih Heather. He fucked her about a month later. (Excuse the language?) Anyway..From what i know, he pretty much treated her like a sex toy. He wasn't really supportive and wasn't nice to her barely at all. In other words, he treated her like shit. And Then, he broke up with her to go with my Second cousin, Tiffany.. (Whom I really didn't know until last year, and almost everygirl I've mentioned her too says shes a whore...)

Well, during Heather Small depression state I was nice to her and supportive, ( At this point I never really thought Of seriously dating her, mind you..) But I could tell she was kinda flirting with me and she mentioned little things like Me smelling good, I'd catch her staring at me, she'd kinda touch my arm or something, etc. Well, Last friday, she kinda hinted at the topic. She said " Theres a Guy I like." with one of those smiles. I kidna played along and said Who? and Guessed a couple times then asked if it was me. And she said yes and we kinda agreed to go out.

And to add to this, A few weeks ago, when they had just broken up, he mentioned if I was going to go out with her ( And they've been off and On a lot, so I figured he was gonna go back with her..plus I didn't know all the details.) So I said "No, It wouldn't feel right." And he practically gave me permission to date her.

Now, I am going with her (Since Friday) And Out of respect for him, and fromt hat Nagging conscious of mine, I feel odd with her, cause I don't want him to see us holding or hugging each other out of respect for him. Yet even when not around It feels odd cause I want to be with her, but everyone acts like what Im doing is wrong... He hasn't talked to me at all since.

He himself knows that Im not one of those sex guys and ( In total honesty) Sex is the last thing on my mind. Odd as that may sound froma guy, and he knows Im going to treat her much better than he would..


( On a Slightly scarier note, Chris is...Somewhat undecidedly Bi from what I know. So..Heather brought up the fact that maybe he was made cause I was dating her now and wouldn't be able to Go with him. )

So..What do you guys think? @.@