To start of i had 6 beers after work, then i went to a keg party....i have no idea how many cups i got but i can tell you it was more than 6. 12 beers is a lot for me, thats to the point where i start blacking out. Well i was beyond that, im pretty sure i was pretty close to alcohol poisoning. For some reason i was walking around out side looking for my mom, cuz she was picking me up..i walked maybe no more than 50 away from the house and i was lost, i had no idea how i got there or why i was there. It felt like a dream honestly maybe it was...but im pretty sure it wasnt. So then i get home, i might add i do not remember the whole drive home or even going to sleep.

I was so fucked up i texted like 50 ppl saying stupid ass things i would never say if i wasnt that drunk, i only found this out when i checked them this morning. But i think there was a lesson learned here. I had the most emotional dream ever.

I was at a hospital looking at the people in the E.R. It was wierd the walls were made of glass so i could see all the surgerys and everything. I saw them trying to save peoples live and i say to myself man this is so sad i want to cry. Then i started balling my eyes out. I think it was telling me life is precious, dont fuck it up. Also i gotta add, i was supposed to work at 7 this morning but i completely fucked that up