brrrr....
This is not going to be approved by a lot of you guys (god, that sounds so bad, 'you guys', sorry, I don't mean it like that. I'd preffer to say friends, but i only just joined this community tonight, so sorry...).
So, how to explain this...?
I used to often experience deja-vu, but now, when it comes, it just stops, because it's now not what I thought it was. Since it's actually the past and not the present I'm experiencing in life. Cognitive delay? The simplest example is when your standing on a hill, waiting to take your shot with your golf club and the fella 200 yards away whacks the ball (you just saw that visually), then 2 to 3 seconds later, you hear the 'whack'. So yeh, there's 'obvious' reasons for the delay (light speed, versus speed of sound/ wind, etc...). So, the same with deja-vu.
In a way, taking into account, that my reasons are valid enough from experience and this kind of logic that I'm getting at. it was both exciting and at the same time saddening when i cam to realise this. i used to love that weird experience and not know what the hell it meant. So, maybe i've not gotten to the point of explaining my theory and in a way, I'm wondering whether I should continue, becuase maybe, on the off-chance that it's accurate, it's like spoiling the fun.
But to hell with it, I'm gonna be a dick and go ahead with my theory, and i'd love to hear some feedback (most people, including my friends don't buy this idea and seem kind of irrate when i go on about it, so maybe this isn't the best topic to begin to get to know people at this forum,.....but.....
My pondering and thinking and wondering and dissecting got me to the point that i now don't really experience that 'phenomen'. When 'it' happens, my reasoning for it kicks in, and the sensation just disappears. What's very important here, is that i am not bragging about 'cracking' the mystery of deja-vu.
My theory is that consciensously we don't actually experience the 'present'. it's a matter of a massively short amount of time that we arrange experiences (smells/ visions/....), or whatever it is that we're 'experiencing' at an instance intov some kind of order. Fact is, we're never experiencing a moment as it occurs. There's (and this is the key i think), 'almost' always a delay that occurs for our cognitive faculties to arrange an experience into logical terms (to translate an outward experience into something that we perceive as real, whether we understand it or not). So, that 'time' that occurs where an action occurs without, and our brain perceives it, is so fine, yet real, and sometimes that neurological process of intaking information and translating it occcurs so quickly that it seems that we've actually been there vas the moments/ experiences unfold.
This is the funny thing, beacuse, you've always 'been there' as something happens. It seems like your returning to a similar event or place in time, when in fact (?), your just remembering what just happened billiseconds (or something such), ago. So, it gets real weird when these 'memories' occur so quickly, or as i mentioned' tightly', and you think you've been in the same space and time, when as a mater of fact you have been (billiseconds ago).
you know, that feeling like; Woh, i was here before and then you said that, and oh my god, you just did, and so on, because you 'had' been there. moments before you rationalised the whole ordeal in your brain.
Deja- vu is when your 'almost' experiencing real time. You'll never acgtuall experience real time, since the brain always requires an amount of time to sort out and understand/ organize, etc. whats going on, but when you're having deja-vu experience, that's when your brian is on fire.
My opinion, backed only by my experience and my words, so work it out for yourself and fill me in on this issue if more is known and if I'm dilluding myself here.
Besides, it's been about 20 hours since I've slept, i'm listening to fairly minmal techno, and i've a head full of rum, so all apologies....
Alex.
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