Shes been getting further and further away from me and finaly I think its over. And it hurts I dont even know if I'll sleep tonight, but if I do, I'll post what I'll dream. I hope to see if what I dream has to do something with my situation. see ya tomorrow.

I dont really feel like going to sleep, so many thoughts and emotions rushing through my head. am I mad, sad, dipressed or shocked. I just dont know. Giiiaaaaaaddddd.