*yawn*

**nerve** · 11-13-2003 08:23 PM

...be happy for paperdoll...she's having a great week..as opposed to being miserable all the time...

**A Lost Soul** · 11-13-2003 08:29 PM

Well that's a good thing.

**nerve** · 11-13-2003 08:39 PM

hmm..yes...It's been great, I just hope it stays to the end..

**Lucius** · 11-13-2003 08:44 PM

Think positive,be positive,stay postive I always say..no use to feel blue..what good will that do..so indeed lez hope you stay that way!

**nerve** · 11-13-2003 09:55 PM

alright, because no one seems to care and no one has bothered asking, I'm going to rant about it.

the beginning was nice. I decided to write a book on my views of reality. despite the fact that I've had to sort a box of papers by thier invoice date, *ugh* I remain happy, content. I also came to the realisation that I don't really care for material things and power, as long as I have my love and a little knowlege I'll be alright. speaking of love, I got to see Alec alot this week so that automatically makes it great.

on top of that, my cousins are coming to visit this weekend and I never get to see them. that's cool, they're great guys..

yeah..so you see, It doesn't take much to make me happy, really. (but it doesn't take much to make me sad, either.

) take my lunch I'm eating as I type this. so simple, ramen noodles and a coke. they have but two purposes. to be yummy, and to fill my belly. they fulfill these purposes well, which pleases me.

but, there is one thing that would make this lunch sooo much more enjoyable...a spork!tell me, why are there no sporks here at my office!?!? now I must use both a spoon and a fork! blasphemy!

ok sorry....I'm being really stupid..I'm just so happy!

**nerve** · 11-13-2003 11:52 PM

mm? no one cares? me, a goth, having a happy week. this is like, a once in...a year or two thing for me. I should just skip the week and go back to being my depressed self. after all, I am but another otiose brick-in-the-wall human...*sigh*

**nerve** · 11-14-2003 02:12 AM

so be it. *rant continues*

this is my thread, I mustn't let it go to waste, I'll just make myself comfy... so anyway, I buy this Emperor album at the beginning of the week, 'Anthems to the Welkin at Dusk'. work. of. ART. the vocals are amazing, the symphony orchestra in with the songs is just brilliant, enough to make you cry. I've listened to it all week, until Alec came and stole (alright borrowed) it. ohhh, the vocalist is über-sexy.

teh hottness..*drool* his name is Ihsahn. is that not the coolest name ever? *twitches from Emperor withdraws* hmm, the Emperor and the Mistress. cute. hey, he can be my Emperor anyday...*drools again* Ô_Ô ok forget I said that...

rant rant rant

**nerve** · 11-14-2003 02:45 AM

hey this is cool, like my own little lounge...own little lounge... *echos*

coughYOUAREWELCOMETOJOINMEcough

**azwe_echo** · 11-14-2003 05:00 AM

Huh..Wha-?

Did someone just say my name?

oops..I must've clicked on the wrong thread..

Juuuuust kidding! Hey, it's great to hear you've had an uplifting week. I have my spurts too...but my lingering middle-ground is apparently not as down as yours paperdoll... you should be more positive though!
OK, well bye for now...

**A Lost Soul** · 11-14-2003 05:37 AM

I used to be the most pessimistic, suicidal, obsessive, psycho, violent, bi-polar person on the whole damn planet.

And then they medicated me.

Too bad I'm not joking, either. But I don't care. At least the meds mellow out my mood swings and regulate the happy-chemicals in my head. So now I'm a more positive and likeable (*gasp!*) person and I actually wake up and look forward to the day. I've never once in my life done that. Still have my bitch moments though... like this week! Grr... stupid broken foot with its stupid pain making me all nasty and stuff. It's no excuse though and I'm sorry for freaking out in another post earlier.

I have cookies now. *passes some Oreos with Paperdoll*

I also have stuff. I have some things too, but mostly just stuff.

Also: pants.

I'm one wave short of a shipwreck tonight, it seems.

**Silver Sphere** · 11-14-2003 09:33 AM

Originally posted by Paperdoll EP
so be it. *rant continues*
ohhh, the vocalist is über-sexy. *

teh hottness..*drool* his name is Ihsahn. is that not the coolest name ever? *twitches from Emperor withdraws* hmm, the Emperor and the Mistress. cute. hey, he can be my Emperor anyday...*drools again* Ô_Ô ok forget I said that...

...sorry about that, happens all the time.

Now here's sexy:

What snappy dressers! I don't go for Ihsahn; he's always so gloomy. Suck it up, ya sissy! It takes more muscles to frown than it does to smile.

**nerve** · 11-14-2003 03:41 PM

:finger:

I like the medieval look. so SUE me.

p.s. he doesn't look sad he looks serious!...seriously hott.

**nerve** · 11-14-2003 09:50 PM

ahhh, because this is still my thread I'm going to continue.

as you may already know, Mahlis, my favorite furry artist, left DA. today I decided to check on another artist I love, and the one who inspired me to draw furry art in the first place. ...what's this? where is his art? ....he's leaving too!?!? that's right. took all his art of the web. *sigh* well I drew him a picture of his char to say 'goodbye'...I've never drawn anything for him before so it's also kind of a thankyou..I will probablt post it sometime tonight, I sure hope he likes it and all..