Heartbroken

[Xisdence]

Feeling the complete sadness and loss of being broken hearted is a feeling that can't be described by emotional words alone. Sitting alone in bed at night, thinking only of the girl who makes the feeling of adrenalin seem like nothing every second you are with her. No other feeling can compare to being in her arms, the racing heart, pure joy and care that pours out of my soul. Will life be the same without those beautiful eyes staring through you, the warm hands around your waist, hair on your shoulder. My heart lies broken, forever i will be wanting that feeling, to only be with her longer. Crying tears made of a shattered soul, wanting love in this lonely night. Wondering forever on end what she feels right now, her warm body lies still, does she love too?

[Anahata]

...... Well I have felt a broken heart, and am not trying to tell you not to feel that way, or treat those feelings as not real and very upseting.....so I am sorry if it appears as so. But I have learned in my life, even though I am still young, that happiness will never come in the form of another..... I mean it will, temporarily and partially..... but pure satisfaction and contentment with your life only happens when you realize that you already have everything you have ever needed.... We all talk about waiting for someone to complete us..... but in truth we are already whole..... I wrote this poem awhile ago, hope you don't mind me sharing it here..... I see a world of miscalculated judgement. Of people making mistakes and just trying to run from it. Searching corners of the outside, for a remedy to heal their bleeding mind....... running but still slipping behind.... looking hard but never to find... a moment of sight in an eternally blind time. Awaiting completion - for that one I keep reaching... the one to finally make me feel whole... whose soul fills my world with color cause its been so bleak.... and genuine perspective relentless and unique. But in vain I pursue these things of which I speak....... don't teach, but learn the lessons of self-worth... allow a rebirth of confidence. Of knowing I am complete regardless, and retaining that identity no matter the consequence.... because, I have this...... I must start where I am to realize I needn't go any further.

[Truthbearer]

I have always thought I was completely self suficient, and that I don't really need anyone else to be complete. I still think this way, I guess. But I am not sure if I feel that way anymore. I just sometimes do feel like I need a bit more...like I could use someone compatible with me to lighten up my life. It pisses me off too...I wish I could stand alone the way I always have and not fall apart, but I am not sure how much longer I can do this by myself. I guess I am more needy than I ever thought...I can live my by myself...but I do know that I could be so much happier and so much better off if I found my "other half"

[Lucius]

Hang in there mate, I know it can be very hard. Look at it this way, its a life lesson each and all of us have to learn by feeling this pain(multiple times?). If you felt it before I guess you know that it will pass, and it will. I know not how close you were to this particular person..if you were very close it can be very hard indeed. But you have to be strong, for yourself. And for her aswell. Realise that when you truly love another person you can go on even when that other person decides to move on without you. That is true love, true caring for another, truly wishing the best for that person no matter what. After all, our significent others are not our possesions, or tools to gain happiness(yes they make us happy, but that is not what they are, you get my point). They are souls aswell. You can only hope you might one day be together again, or find another person. If you feel you are truly meant ot be together you shall be together again one day, Im convinced of that, I completely believe in the twin soul concept. For now you can only pray for her to live the best possible life. Might sound a tit bit harsh on yourself..but its the truth. That is true love.(you probably know this..but I guess its something to think about again when you feel bad) But all that might not mean much to you right now. I hope you'll find a way to feel better about it soon, I wish you well, really. I know it is difficult to come to accept such things..but you can do it, you're strong enough. Thats all advice I can offer, take care man. Whatever you believe in be with you. (btw, I am assuming you are in this situation and not somebody else..as I wasnt quite sure, because you dont really say you are..but I guess you use the I form so..yeah lol)

[Turkeh]

/Insert relevant cliché But seriously life is about experiences sometimes good sometimes bad so learn from it. Notice how I said learn not dwell... Good luck :-)

[Xisdence]

Thanx they were all really good responses!! you guys are nice, and the feelings building up now can only make me think of one sentance Fuk life!!!!!! You know that limbo where you can't show what you want ect ect yeh that sucky one,

[Amethyst Star]

*HUG* If you want one, here ya go. If you don't you can show me the receipt and I'll return your money, no questions asked. Hope you're feeling better. -Amé

[Sparky]

http://www.stwing.upenn.edu/~jenf/writing/rant04.html Holy crap, that's very true. I'm not exactly sure how to respond except for, sorry.