Well, I went ahead and set my alarm to 5:30 am to wake myself up (I got about 4 hours of non-REM sleep) and cut a 4mg capsule of Galantamind in half, so I only took 2mg to start off with, just to be safe. Then I went back to bed.
I fell asleep and had a DILD. It was a very brief period of lucidity, however, and it was more like dreaming about being lucid. I didn't think of spinning or all the different things I wanted to do. I just looked at several pictures of my siblings and I as little kids on my iPod Touch that were very realistic (one of my simple beginning dream goals was to study how realistic things really are in dreams). The more I focused on the faces and their realism, however, the blurrier the overall pictures got. Then my lucidity faded away and the rest of the night was non-lucid.
To be honest, I've never had any kind of lucid dream that lasted longer than a couple minutes, tops. Even lucid dreams in my childhood that happened naturally never lasted longer than a brief moment, and then I tried to wake myself up.
However, the affect the Galantamind had on the rest of my dreams was also interesting (unless it was a placebo effect or my motivation). Usually my dreams are very random and just a bunch of crazy images and sounds that don't make any sense or storyline, but last night most of my dreams were long sequences that each had a coherent plot, and I had somewhat rational conversations with people. Those kind of dreams I haven't had in quite a while.
So at noon today I got up and took my anti-depressant, and through all of that I haven't noticed any negative side effects whatsoever (and probably because I took such a low dose), so I'm encouraged to ramp it up to 4mg tomorrow night.
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