I fell asleep on the couch a bit ago , found myself in my house ,my lucidity was there ,but not completely..
I opened up my door and imediatly said "Im dreaming" I noticed the cars were differant outside and the sky was dark, I actaully knew it was day outside.lol so yes I gain some control right there, all of a sudden a man comes from inside the house and kicks me out, I got scared and panicked, than I said,"control" and I bagan to float instead of being kicked to the gound,after this the man disappeared, perhaps I put him there to help me gain more control I felt very strong,
the dream began again in my house, I recall rambled images of people coming through my house, don't know why, and people showing up unexpectedly, I always dream of a l shaped house for some reason, I live in a perfect sqaure, what I mean is that the house always changes its shape so its more to my likeing.lol..
okay so here I am in my house, the scene does change I end up talking to a dream doctor for a bit in his office, I knew I was in some other state, but stil the us,..I don't realy recall what he had said, he did give me a book to read though, I was also attending some dream school...
I was outside of the school this is where it may get confusiing.
I was in and around this house, but it had changed to the school than went back and forth from a house in alabama to the dream school..
heres how it went..
I was outside of this school and it began to rain, and I thought"hmm rain means something good of the emotions in dreams" so I began to soak up the rain in me, and it felt great, than water was covered all over the lands, I had to fly lol I choose not to swim in my dreams, so I just flown around, I opened the door to the school and found the windows and the school itself was being pulled by water..and people were enjoyin this, It kind of scared me, than it switched back the house in alabama, I was with a woman older than me, in my house though it was differant than it changed the more I became aware of its surroundings.
the house was falling apart, there were missing walls, and every thing looked bad..I said something like where are we, the woman said alabama..I was sitting in front of a wall that had no wall and looking out into this beautiful serene horizeon that was filled with ponds,green grass and fallish trees..
I said well at least you have a roof to the woman, she said yeah Im glad about that,
I began to have images in my mind of what I wanted the house to look like, again the L shape shows up, but I began to see beauty..my awareness was ats its peak..
so I said to the woman, I willl turn this into a beautiful home for you, she got excited..
so instanctly now I could feel this power going through me, that I never felt before , not this strong, I made marble steps, but they were huge and I made them right underneat where I was standing haha, so it was cool, than I made of course walls, a second floor, a few fireplaces , and a bar, it amazed me that I created all these things so quick and with little effort, I had full control here!!!woooo hoooo
all of a sudden their were tons of people in the house, I think it was the dream school to be honest, they all were there, and there were some old guys sitting by the fire, I was lighting candles with my mind and went over to them and said "look I just got burned and I don't feel it" and "I have control" one of the men asked why and another one smiled and said "so sometimes your there and than your not,"
and another man mumbled off some technical word for the reason I didn't feel it..
I instantly thought of my body, now mind you this was a lucid dream, a high lucid dream,..however It has been proven to be astral projection at the same time, okay so I thought of my body and I was back in my body, now I didn't look around the room or anything I sat in my body in silence trying to wake it up, I always shake my body"internally" to wake up..this go's for when I leave my body..
now this time it was even harder to wake my body up..when in obe's it is not as hard..I had to shake my body several times today to get myself to wake up, and listen to this, the more I tried to "feel" my breathing the more I felt it, slowly, very slowly, at first I didn't feel it at all, but the more I focused on it, the more I felt it, and knew my body was okay hehe..I think its odd, but I think this go's to show that astral projection and high lucid dreams are the same thing, one has subobjects in it, and the other has real life objects in it, but you can leave in either one if you choose, I felt it in this one..big time, I knew there was something to learn today, and I pushed for it, using my inner strength and Im happy with my results,
I had discovered astral and ld's can be the same, I found this to be true for myself, you can not argue this , since it varies from person to person..