damn it.... argh! >.< lol... I just want to punch myself in the face right now... lol... it was suppose to be the last thing on my list... lol... alright... here's what happened... normally I used to use the MILD method... I think... or the method where you keep on saying "I will realize I am dreaming when I am dreaming" until you fall asleep... but then decided to try out WILD for a while... and of course failed... so yesterday I went back to the MILD technique and actually got a lucid dream but ruined it! >.< alright... lately for some reason I've been wanting to give myself a nightmare... lol... but yesterday I decided to not do it, and make it the last thing on my list. Well... anyhow you know how it's sort of hard to recall things in the waking world in dreams? yeah well... I had a lucid dream. I don't know how I realized it but I was on the computer... and wow... I just realized that it felt real and everything... it was all great. Then I realized I was dreaming... somehow... and then did some neat stuff using my "And then" method. Anyhow... it wasn't a lot of neat stuff because of my stupidity... lol... I all of the sudden remembered I had wanted to have a nightmare... lol... and so that's when I looked at the TV... and said the magic words... to summon the tape... lol(The Ring)... then I remembered I didn't want to have a nightmare and I tried to reverse the effect... but I guess... I had doubts... lol... I don't know why... (actually I just figured out why... but don't want say... lol). Point is I couldn't reverse the effects... and ended up with that wacky nightmare... lol. I lost lucidity... and then I ran to the TV tried to turn it off... but couldn't then somehow... since dreams are weird... the scene changed and I tried to press one of those big red blue buttons found in factories and stuff... lol... and then my sister was looking at some papers... that bended the rules of the ring movie a bit... and said that the second time I watched the tape I would die and be cursed... lol... then some pretty weird stuff... lol... I watched another tape on the person that created that cursed ring tape and how it said something that pretty much encouraged dying... well... anyhow... afterwards I woke up... at like 5:45 AM(went to sleep at 10:00 PM) and had this small fear of the TV... lol... but... wow... usually the fear last a bit longer for some reason(I know I'm a coward... lol)... but this time... it didn't last to long... I guess I'm starting to get used to those cursed Ring Nightmares...