ive had a few sorta semi lucid dreams in the last few months..ive been trying on and off..but today i really did it!
i was starving so i ate a big lunch..then i got sleepy so i laid down for a nap. as i was laying there i thought hmm-chance for a lucid dream, because i tend to have very vivid dreams, even nightmares, when i go to sleep on a full stomach, and the vividness of the dream sometimes helps me see that its a dream. i didnt do MILD or anything, just thought "cool, chance for a lucid dream". fell asleep and the next thing i knew, i was climbing this big rocky hill, worried that i was going to see a spider when i reached for my next handhold, when it just kind of dawned on me that i was dreaming! i instantly got that excitement..i couldnt believe it! and the thing was, i was totally totally lucid. i climbed up to the top of this hill and looked around and there were mountains and cool crisp air, and it felt so real even tho i knew it was a dream. i started for another sort of rocky hill i saw, and things felt kind of fuzzy, so i shouted "increase clarity!!", wondering as i said it if it would work, and it did! things got even clearer and i got even more excited, and here is where i started to lose it..i actually FELT my lucidity just sort of evaporating. i tried to hold onto it but it was like trying to stop a sneeze-it felt like i had no control over it. thats the last thing that i remember. i wish i'd remembered to spin-i thought of that as soon as i woke up :/
but yeah..i am really really psyched, because instead of one of those half assed lucids where i wake up not even sure if it WAS a lucid dream, this time i'm positive.
now..how to keep on this roll, and have another when i go to sleep tonight....
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