Teacher in my dream...

[Raz]

I have had a few lucid experiances b4... A while back I was playing around with drugs and a few times I came in to a dream state while awake... About 3 months ago I took a E pill that made my brain go nutts and I had a near death exp... I went on for 3 days non stop and in the end I was in a state betwen reality and dreams (verry intence)... I was talking to people that felt as so real that it was only their acceptance to my state of mind and talking to me as if every thing was totaly normal (at one point I was runing around totaly naked) that made me relice that they where not "Real". I was picked up by the police (witch I thought was a taxi at first) and they took me to a mental hospital. I woke up in a room that looked like a normal hospital room with a bed and restroom with a shower... My mind was perfectly clear and nothing dreamy at all about my state... I started looking around the room and behind the door to the restroom there where boxes in yellow bags with signs that made it perfectly clear that I should keep away... Some said "Hurecane meterial" and other wierd stuff... I looked at the desc and there was a note with the text "To cure canser they need but find the right molecule to manipulate" (or simular) scribeld down on a pice of paper... Next time I woke up I was in a mental hospital and verry confused... I thought I was still dreaming even tho I now know I was not... It took me a nearly a month b4 I stoped getting flash backs and forgot that life was not a dream... I relised that Life is a dream but I need to be able to remember my mistakes, how life works and be able to plan what is hapening in this dream we call life... Last night I reliced I was having a dream... as soon as I reliced it was a dream I flew up in the night sky (not in controle but aware that it was a dream). The dream changed shape and I was walking down a road... I decided to sit down and meditate a little... I stod up and went in to a house and there was a girl... I asked her if she reliced that this was a dream and she smiled and said yes... We started walking and talked for a bitt... I asked her if she was the same person who walked up to me in the shape of my girlfriend when I was living a dream, leaned up to me and brethed in to me and said: "I did not give that to you". She told me that was her... I asked her where her friend that had been in the shape of my girl friends brother was and she pointed up to the stars and told me he was out there with other buisnis... The dream shifted and sevral times I thought I woke up just to relise that I was dreaming even more clear and feeling more... Every thing got very vivid after that but in the middle of it all I could feel "her" whispering in to my ear "I will teach you to get more control" (or simular)... Shortly after that I woke up...

[Raz]

How do I know I'm not dreaming right now? I woke up in the same place I fell asleep... Things are as I remember them... I have a life and a identety... If I was to take away my long-term memory life would suddenly be a dream. I would just go with the flow and act on instinct... So what is the purpous of this dream we all share? We start as children with other dreamers that help to guide us... Our first guides we call parents.. Then we have techers and friends... After a while we can continue to grow on our own and maby even have a child to guide in to how the rules work in this dream... Respect, love, understanding... I belive that is what the school of life is about... Mainly respect...

[goku4ever]

I try not to think of what the purpose of life is, I just try to enjoy it and whatever it throws at me. Who knows what comes next. But its fun to talk to with friends about our existence. We could just be dolls owned by a little girl, and we are her play things. Or we could be like the Sims, merely computer coding.

[goldenarrows]

the girl in your dream is a spirit guide, they can come to you in many forms. (mine has come in the form of an androgenous angel and a dog) life is a dream, and god is the dreamer. This is talking about a relief on a hindu temple: "The sculpture pictured provides a synopsis of the Vedic creation myth presenting Vishnu as the ultimate dreamer, floating on the cosmic Milky Ocean, couched upon the coils of the abyssal serpent Ananta, the meaning of whose name is "Unending"." so the meaning of life... everyone has a different opinion, but i think that it is to know the ultimate dreamer (god), to love him (though god is genderless), to realize i was never seperate from him, to realize everyone else is him (and me) and to become him.

[Callista]

Yes, people do have different opinions! For me, I'd say God is definitely masculine (though not necessarily male)... but then, I'm a Christian, and my ideas are probably really different from yours. I would say the purpose of life is to know God, and to become like him (though not to become him--Christian theology has people as distinct individuals from God) by relating to God, relating to yourself, and relating to others. The cool thing about God being the "ultimate dreamer" (and I was thinking about this just today, oddly enough) is that, unlike our dream characters, we have free will... our purpose is to be distinct individuals whom God can have a relationship with. So he created us... and then he let us determine our own course; because he wanted to have a relationship with people who were more than just predetermined robots. Of course, that ended up with us making bad choices and killing each other and making the whole world go bad; but maybe free will is logically impossible without bad choices as well as good. What makes me give my allegiance to God, though, isn't so much the fact that he's very powerful (of course, he is) but that he is very wise. I can do anything in my dreams; I can fly or create things or whatever I want; but I can't guarantee that, while I'm awake, I'll always do the *right* thing. Apparently God can, which is why I'm trying to learn wisdom from him... Anyway, sermon ends. I should really learn how to be more succinct. *points to siggy, lest the rest of the forum-dwellers forget the automatically attached "IMO"*

[goldenarrows]

i just want to say a couple points that crossed my mind, not meant as an attack, just some things to consider, who's to say that the people we create in our dreams dont have free will? if god is masculine then wouldn't that limit him? and if god is masculine, what is feminine? if god made man in his own image but created women from men, then are women inferior to men? don't we all have the same divine potential? personally i think god is the union of male and female. i'd like to tell you my understanding adam and eve as a metaphorical story. it explains the special creation of humans by god- we were originally divine, a microcosm of the macrocosm- having dominion over the earth as god does over the universe. but we indulged the tree of knowledge of good and evil (duality, maya, illusion) and fell from our divine place. adam represents reason, eve emotion-- by misuse of reason and emotion man relinquished his right to enter the heavenly garden of divine self -suffiency. they lost their consciousness of immortality, and placed themselves under the law by which physical birth follows physical death. thus the personal responsibility of each human is to restore his "parents" (or dual nature) to a unified harmony "eden." (by swami sri yuketswar) also i think it is possible to become god because jesus did it (as well as many others) try comparing jesus' life to buddha's...its uncanny. buddha was even said to have sacrificed himself in the place of a lamb...but anyway, if you think jesus was just a one time thing look at the old testament IIKings, and read about Elias and Elijah, then read the last line of the old testament, then read the gospels. you might realize that john the baptist is Elijah and Jesus is Elias...this proves that jesus had to be reincarnated at least once (with a double portion of Elijah's spirit) in order to attain perfection. sorry for rambling, i get passionate about religion. maybe its something worth pondering by the way, i think your faith in god is beautiful.

[Raz]

Originally posted by goldenarrows so the meaning of life... everyone has a different opinion, but i think that it is to know the ultimate dreamer (god), to love him (though god is genderless), to realize i was never seperate from him, to realize everyone else is him (and me) and to become him. I have never been religous or any particular belife... I always said: If there is a god or some other force and that god or force wants me to belive in it... It can bloody so tell me it self... I will not blindly follow a religion that was put down on paper by another human... I dont belive in religion... I belive religions are filosofys with some good ideas and some fu__ing wierd ones... as Eddie Izard said so well while doing stand up in new york: God to Jesus: -so what did you tell them be for they killed you? -Well I told them: Drink this wine for it is my blood... -You did what!? Thats Vampirism! Why did you do that!? -I was trying to make a ceremony out of it! -Why dident you just say: Drink this wine for it is a merlot! What did you say more? -Nothing dad... -Somthing about bread? -Well... I said: eat this bread... for... it... is... my favorite! And they loved it! It was still warm and had all those crumbly bitts in the middle! -What did you say? -Oh all right: Eat this bread for it is my body! -Thats Canabalism! And on top of that you celebrate your death on the biggest pagan day of the year! That changes depending on the moon! If they dont work out thats pagan I will eat my hat! -Dont worry dad... Nobody will notice for 2000 years untill a transvestite points it out in new york... ------------------------------------ After my near death exp I came to the following belife: everything within earths atmosphare is physacly conected... I belive earth is like a egg. It has diffrent stages of development. I belive that everything hapening on earth is experianced by earth who infact is a god waiting to be born... I belive that one day we wont need our "eggs/bodies" to play... In the future we will all be conected as one... I belive that what is to come, is accelerating... I also belive that part of earths experiance is that not everyone has the same belife...