Yes... you heard it - Willpower Induced Lucid Dream
I went to bed at 3 oī clock in the morning. last night, but I wasnīt tired at all. After like 15 minutes I alredy felt tired, but I just couldnīt sleep for some reason. I had just had my School break and the next day (today) was going to be a school day. So I knew that HAD TO GET SOME SLEEP. I still couldnīt fall asleep and it was already like 4:15 in the morning and I had to wake up at 6:30! I always get too little sleep, but just 2 hours - thatīs ridiculous. So I remembered that lucid dreams could make one really rested. So at that point I knew that I simply HAD to have a lucid dream. I knew that I hadnīt kept a dream journal for almost a year and I also hadnīt had any lucid dreams since last summer (!) - my hopes werenīt up, really. So I was all Kung-Fu about it and didnīt move at all. Usually I hate it when I hear my heart beat while Iīm trying to fall asleep, but I just tried to ignore that. After a long time of waiting reality finally started mixing with the dream world. I remember seeing some figures in my room and trying to shoot them with a sort of a shotgun from my bed. I could vaguely hear the shots as well. I donīt know if I was already dreaming back then or maybe I was in one of those hypnotic stages... Either way I finally fell asleep. But the funny thing is - the dream took place in my apartment. I sort dreamt of waking up or something. It was really weird. It was still pretty dark and I decided to go to the kitchen. My mother and father were there and I realized that something was wrong, because my father is on a long trip right now. He wonīt be back until a week or so. Then I made a bold decision to grab my father by his shoulders and start shaking him screaming "IS THIS A DREAM!!? IS THIS A DREEEEAMMMM!?" His eyes suddenly filled with fear and horror for some reason. It was a really weird and disturbing look he had in his eyes, so I pushed him away and he was gone... just like that *Poof*. I then, of course, realized I was in a dream. So I decided to look around a bit. And the detail of the world!!! GOD! It was excactly like real life. Maybe even a bit clearer. Everything looked so good. So I wanted to go to an apartment of a sexy girl or something ( ) and I started to spin around, like I had read in the tutorials. At that point I was so amazed - I had been afraid that I woud suddenly wake up, but this dream... It felt so secure. Most of the lucid dreams Iīve had so far have been breaf and over way too quickly (mostly because Iīm too excited about having a lucid dream...), but this was totally another story. I stopped spinning, because it wasnīt getting me anywhere. I was still in my kitchen. But then I saw the sexy girl right there in my kitchen. She had just appeared and I thought - "Eehh... might as well have fun with her right here." So obviously I started kissing her and stuff, but hereīs the weird thing - the kiss had a salty kind of a taste to it. It was really weird. But still enjoyable on some level. And at that point I lost control over my dream. I thought I had woken up and I wasnīt sure if I was still in a dream or what... I went from room to room trying to control my dream. I rolled on the floor in emotional agony, I banged my head against the wall, but the control was still somehow lost. And I still wasnīt sure if I was dreaming or not... It was really weird. And then some other dreams came along. Finally I woke up feeling pretty rested, indeed. At least I found the power in myself to actually get out of bed and start preparing for school. Thatīs something that seldom happens, even if I get enough sleep, and I had gotten just a few hours of it that night. So yeah... it was a pretty cool experience for me. Especially because the reality and dream world mixed so wildly. I felt pretty weird for a while after waking up, though. Just thought Iīd share this. If you really want to have a lucid dream, but you havenīt had one in months or maybe even years and you havenīt kept a dream journal then itīs still possible to have one. All it takes is a little willpower.
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