Now I have a lot of stress these days. I have to work on my diploma thesis, I am very late and behind the schedule. I dissapointed some people that rely on me. I have trouble at school as well. I think these is the most stressfull time of my life. 
Now we all know, that stress doesn't help to ataining lucidity. Seems just the opposite to me. For past month I have had very good dream recall (many nighmares may be the reason), although I dont't keep a dream journal anymore. I also had many near lucid experiences that lasted only for short time.
I was very afraid of something I needed to do today and I couldn't fall asleep easily. I had a kind of nightmare again. At one point in the dream I was watching a scary film and I was afraid to go to bed after that. Despite my fear I made a WILD attempt and was able to enter a LD in less than 5 seconds. I was like: "wow, is this even possible?". The WILD was just like all other regular WILDs I have. I am in my bed and I can't move at all. Really, ALL of my WILDs end up in the exactly same situation. No exceptions, 10 out of 10.
Somehow I was able to move my hands after a short while, and start scrubbing them, till I could see them. And suddenly I could move. What followed was like 10 minues long, very vivid lucid dream, where I could fly as much as I wanted, changes sceneries, summon people. And I was very confidend I cannot wake up.
So I was lucid, but somehow I missed the part, that I became lucid within a ND. At one moment I lost my lucidity and the ND went on, so I forgot many details about the LD. Anyway, the coolest experience so far !
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