Today I did one of them things, where you like wake up then fall back to sleep in the same dream. And I am standing in my room, and out of the blue I just became aware I was dreaming. I was just standing there doing nothing and I knew, so I started to spin to try and make the dream more vivid, and it works great, everything became really clear.

So I stop and I am standing in the same place and everything gets dark. Half because dream was fading a little and half because it turned night in my dreams and all the lights went out. Then I get this overwhelming feeling I was wrong and I wasn't dreaming at all. So I was standing there and it was like the middle of the night and then I start to feel like I am 2 or something, and I am scared of the dark and my mom comes in. She says something like I shouldn't worry because its just a dream and right when I hear the word dream I think "I knew I was dreaming!". I think she meant to say something else but the dream just slipt out.

Then things started to fade even faster. I think I was a lot more emotional than really made sense in the dream because I started to cry and I asked her why it was so hard to stay lucid. And then she goes "you lucid dream to often" and I wake up right then.

No way do I have lucid dreams to often. I really wanted a lucid dream so I could talk to the weird purple energy guy who said I am always lucid so he wouldn't help me, but now I just want to yell at all the dream people. Not sure if that is normal or not, to yell at yourself through your dreams but they need to stop messing with me heh.