I was trying to do a WILD again and I guess I fell asleep or something, I am not sure when I went lucid but I did. I was in a house and everything began to fade I decided to move my hands across to carpet instead of spinning because I been having problems with spinning. It worked somewhat.

I decided I better hurry and not mess around because my dreams havn't be all that stable lately. So tried to yelling for my dream guide to show up, but I noticed every time I said "dream guide" nothing would come out of my mouth. The dream started to fade and get dark and I kept shouting "lights" "be aware" "incrase vividness" and stuff like that, and after saying all three in a row it would work, for awhile.

Anyway after I got it back to normal I tried dream guide again but when I said it, nothing came out of my mouth, I tried summoning the purple energy guy(had to have read that other post), got nothing. Then it got dark again. I did same thing as before and it went back to normal. Then I tried shouting for anyone around to show up and the middle of the sentice I couldn't say out loud.

So I decided to go look for people by expecting them around a corner then walking over there, couldn't find anyone. All this time, lights keep going out, everything faded, I kept yelling stuff and it would go back but then shortly later it would fade again. At one point everything went dark except this floating lightbulb, which I thought was kind of weird. I did end up finding my dad in my dream but then some reason I got a strong feeling of maybe I am not really awake(know I shouldn't worry but couldn't help myself), so I went to look for someone else.

After looking around awhile longer I find someone laying in a bed sleeping. And I kissed her and she woke up, but then 2 seconds later I woke up. Couldn't stop it that time.