Okay, I'm so excited, I've only been trying for 4 nights but already I've had 1 real lucid (plus one on 2nd night where I instantly woke up). I went to sleep around 9:30, drank lots of warm milk, and went to sleep. I woke up at 3 AM and went to the bathroom, then got back in bed and ate 5 pieces of dark chocolate (thats 1 serving, but 20% of daily fat lol ugh this is gonna screw me). Anyways, I get back to sleep and have an amazing dream. This is kind of like a journal entry, but I dont have an online one, so I'll just write it here in case anyone wants to read it.
I'm at school (it and the surrounding area look like my Costco) and it's over for the day. My friends come walking to me, they've been skipping all day on a boat lol? And they hop on the small bus for fun, and I go on too thinking we'll get kicked off. We talk and suddenly the bus starts and I say "Wait stop" so she circles the parking lot and lets me off. Then I see my bus drive away. Ugh, not again, I think. So I call my mom and she's like "Whats wrong?" and I say "I missed my bus" so she says "ok" and hangs up. Suddenly somehow I become lucid! I walk around and see my ex-girlfriend (who moved away a year ago). I try to change my location by spinning, but that doesn't work and I wake up. I quickly try dream re-entry by focusing on my dream and it works, I'm back in my dream, but this time at some sort of field. She's there with me again. Anywhere I go she seems to follow. Suddenly, my mom drives up to pick me up from school lol, and I'm like crap, I can't do anything with my mom around. So I change the scene by losing focus and thinking about a beach and then looking behind me. It works, but unfortunately we're IN the ocean lol. For some reason, I think of a phone, but instead I see my dad's phone number written backwards in the water. I try again, and see my cell phone number in the water. Then a rotting corpse floats by and starts talking to us. We start to eat it, it tastes like chicken. Then I think of a real beach I know, Canon beach, and then there we are walking on the sand by a beautiful sunset. We walk and talk, and then I try to do a Reality Check on my hands. They look normal to me, but when I stick my finger into it, it's kind of stretchy. Suddenly we're in a hotel room (it looks like my brothers room lol). I ask her if she wants to have sex and she says "Sure" so we get in bed. I tell her to take off her shirt. Then a bunch of blueberries fall out her pants, and I collect them in a bucket. I say "I'll give these to the nice lady at the desk." (btw I had no memory of anybody at the desk, nor what the hotel even looked like outside our room). Then an old man opens the door and says "goodnight" lol. Then we get in bed and have some fun, we take off our clothes and make out, touch each other, no sex unfortunately.[/b]
Then I woke up and tried re-entry again, this time it didn't work. I tried to go back to sleep for 30 min, couldn't, so then I got up.
The dream was awesome, just having control like that, but sometimes it seems like I didn't have control. If my mind was thinking of the same things it is now, there are lots more things I would have liked to do, rather than go to a beach and not have sex
But still, it was amazing, and I'll try again to night! Hail dark chocolate!
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