Well, this morning, at 6:30AM, I decided to try a WILD
I have to note, that having a dark room is a huge advantage. One problem I have at home is the bright sunshine coming through my window at that time.
Well anyway, the hag returned!. It's been a while since I've experienced it. I'm laying there, and I feel intense pressure on my chest on and off (I think it was actually every breath out when my chest compressed felt like intense pressure, though I'm not sure, because the pressure time spans were pretty long for a single breathe of air). Anyway, I woke up from it because it was very annoying, and decided to put a pillow on my chest - "hey hag, try again". I thought I was going to win, but instead, it felt like the pillow was being pressed against me really hard, like something was actually sitting on the pillow! I sat there battling the pressure/waiting and deciding when to begin my lucid dream. Well, I finally decide to try and have an "OBE" instead. I heard Red Forman's voice (from That 70s' Show) yelling me at saying "get out! Now!! Come on, get out!!! Let's go" or something along those lines. So I float out - the pressure is gone! I'm floatig toward the door with very blurry vision. Then I hear "muahahaha now I can be human", and I'm thinking, "oh crap, what if you can lose your body during OBEs - what if they are real!" so I get out of it, and wake up - phew. I never saw anyone during the short experience, my stupid subconcious making me face my fear (I was once very afraid of the possibilty of something like that happening if obes were real - but not really anymore since I don't believe you ever "leave your body" in the first place), so why it was making me face my "old fear" I have no idea. "Thanks Mr. Subconcious! I still love you though."
The hag needs to stop messing me with me occasionally I've already mastered SP to still be afraid of it
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