i was half awake. i could wake up if i wanted to, or slowly drift bak into sleep. instead, i told my self repeatedly "i am dreaming, i am having a lucid dream." and as I went more and more into sleep, the more aware I was. It made my body tingle. It felt as though I was being enticed into it. then there was black. i decided i would make up my own dream, like having a clear canvas to paint on, but when i added the first 3 elements, i couldnt focus. everything started to fade. i tried dream spinning but it faded faster. i guess it was too much for me to handle.