My Disturbing First Ld

[deathly_hallow]

I had my first ld last night, well first that I actually controlled. (At least I think I controlled it). So I realised I was dreaming and began to spin and my environment changed everytime I did so. Eventually I ended up in a bed. I looked at who was lying next to me. It was a deformed, doll like human being girl with red scary eyes and weird deformations. I was freaked so I started spinning and left the scene. I think it was lucid, I mightve just been dreaming in a dream once again. I hate it when that happens. I have dreamt plenty of times before I had even heard of lucid dreaming that I had a dream within a dream where I could control myself, but I wasnt really controlling myself like you do in a real LD, if you understand what I mean, lol.

[3FLryan]

Haha, I'm trying to understand what you mean...but not quite getting it. I always thought lucid just meant you realize that you're dreaming. When you say "dream within a dream" do you mean that you realized you were dreaming in that dream? Haha I'm getting confused just trying to answer.

[Burns]

It sounds like a lucid dream to me if you realized you were dreaming, then spun and changed your environment - which then became you in your bed. I think a dream within a dream is when you dream that you go to sleep and have a dream within the main dream... I think... it sounds confusing.

[CheshireMischief]

It WAS lucid, just a very low level of lucidity. The fact that you could spin shows that, you knew you were in a bad spot and you changed it. Just relax and use that as a lucid trigger next time. Something that weird can't be real, right? You could use this to achieve a higher level of conciousness in your lucids. Hope this helps.

[Dice]

Last night I was frightened by something in my lucid dream aswell. I could hear some sounds. However, I thought they were from my waking world. So I decided to wake up, in order to protect myself. But there weren't any sounds in the waking world... :S

[The Cheshire Cat]

Eventually I ended up in a bed. I looked at who was lying next to me. It was a deformed, doll like human being girl with red scary eyes and weird deformations. I was freaked so I started spinning and left the scene. [/b] Such tends to be my experience in dreams when viewing myself in a mirror. I always seem to have a blue cast about me as well. However, the more I concentrate, the more I can properly align my features.

[cptamazing]

I had my first ld last night, well first that I actually controlled. (At least I think I controlled it). So I realised I was dreaming and began to spin and my environment changed everytime I did so. Eventually I ended up in a bed. I looked at who was lying next to me. It was a deformed, doll like human being girl with red scary eyes and weird deformations. I was freaked so I started spinning and left the scene. I think it was lucid, I mightve just been dreaming in a dream once again. I hate it when that happens. I have dreamt plenty of times before I had even heard of lucid dreaming that I had a dream within a dream where I could control myself, but I wasnt really controlling myself like you do in a real LD, if you understand what I mean, lol. [/b] That does sound freaky lol.