Hello everyone, I have been lurking on this board for awhile & decided to sign up & share my experiences with you all.
First, let me say what a great community i think this is. Everyone seems friendly & i've learned alot about LD since i became interested in them from here.
So basically I have been interested in LD dreaming for about 3 weeks. I'm fascinated by the whole thing & the possibilities there are by being able to explore the world your mind creates. I believes there are many benefits to LD, & for me I think by raising my awareness in my dreams, I will be able to bring this higher level of consciousness into the real world. Since i've been researching LD my dreams have been far more vivid & been i've generally far more aware of my levels of awareness in waking life.
Anyways, i've been keeping a dream journal & doing regular reality checks throughout the day. I've also been using a subliminal messaging program on my computer, which is really good.
The night before last I had my first lucid experience. It started off as a normal dream, I was with my stepdad in the hallway of my house. He was talking to me about getting rid of things & later regretting it. The scene then switched to my bedroom, & my mum was there & we carried on this conversation about regretting getting rid of things. She started saying how she regretted getting rid of some of her music in the past, & I said to her something like ' Yeah, I regretted getting rid of that skunk anansie tape I had (which I didn't in RL, the tape broke). Although, when I got it on CD again, it wasn't that good anyway' (which is true)
As I finished saying this, the album began playing on my cd player. I then thought to myself, 'wait a minute, that's not possible, I didn't put that on!' I then knew I was dreaming. Immediately after this I had a FA, I was in my bed, & thought to myself, I don't think i'm really awake, did a nose RC, AND I BECAME LUCID!
Everything was all hazy and I thought 'man, this is weird as hell, but so incredible!' I knew that if I didn't increase my awareness I'd lose the LD, so I tried to say 'AWARENESS, NOW!' but I couldn't talk. I tried to get out of bed but I felt so tired & heavy, at that moment a cat resembling my cat in RL walked by, I tried to reach out to it & it looked at me in the strangest way, & ran from me. Then I woke up.
In some ways it was unpleasant & frustrating, but despite how hazy it was, it was so real. It was amazing to experience & I can't wait to have my next LD. Sorry about the long post btw
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