Weird near-LD experience

[Q-Melk]

Today this morning I was attempting MILD for the second time. It was successful the last time, and I expected it to be so this time too. And it worked! This time (I've mentioned before that I've had problems with waking up too soon when I get lucid) I remembered to rub my hands when I realised I'm dreaming. Even though the dream faded away I didn't wake up, I just ended up in darkness rubbing my hands. Then I realised I was in my bed, but I wasn't awake. I was able to open one eye, and through it I saw my hand lying on the bed. I realised it was completely deattached from my dream hands which were still rubbing each others! I then realised I was in SP, and decided to try to slip back into a dream. But a lot of weird things happened while I tried to drift back to sleep... I actually got a very realistic sensation of something raping me, it was extremely painful. I also felt a painful buzzing numbness in my torso, it felt like someone had attached a starter cable from a car to my nipples and connected the other end to a car battery. And lots of other weird stuff. Some of it was so weird I won't even mention it here. So in the end I freaked out, and decided to wake up Too bad I freaked out, I'm determined that the next time this happens I will stay in there and complete the bumpy ride into another LD, no matter what happens. Even if the old ugly SP witch-bitch decides to demonstrate her seductive powers to me this time too. I can also mention that I've always had a huge problem with SPs. I rarely have it, but it gets really really mean when I first get it. Like what I just mentioned above...