my first lucid dream

[Ahhchuu]

long story chapter 1: my dream, or series of dreams. chapter 2: how i believe i got to my first lucid, i believe it is the first time someone has done it like this. chapter 1: i might have had a dream before my lucid it was a recuring dream but im not sure if it was before or after the lucid.. i was at a ozzy concert helping shovel cow shit into another pile of some other stuff(dont ask, yes its recuring) picked through a box of cool stuff and found a pack of cigs and i was happy(saw the pack was extremely long maybe that is how i got to lucid state).. this dream is kind of fuzzy so i wont type on it. i went to sleep just a normal day and i went to sleep. i had my radio on listening to the radio. i woke up in the middle of the night to turn it off, but when i turned it off the light turned off but the radio was still playing. i didn't think of it as i went to go back to sleep and then i relised what is going on so i got out of bed. i immediatly thought i must be lucid dreaming finally this day has come. i got out of my room and went up the stairs. i was near my door to the garage and i looked at it. there was writing all over it and i began to analyse it but it would morph into different words and characters i didnt really understand, i hesitated and then went out side to the garage. the car in the garage looked smaller than usual, different than usual, and i couldnt read the license plate or emblems on it, it also had bumperstickers which are not there. all writing seemed to be in different language, way different. anyway i went outside to the front yard. i just stood on my driveway as i watched everything in its distorted nature. it felt like i was tripping on shrooms because the road looked like a lake or river and there were trees in my yard but on was on the driveway it looked like it was just floating a centemeter from the driveway. i started to tell the tree what to do with my thoughts, told it to fall over and it did. then people were walking by one girl my age, i guess her mom and then a buntch of kids. they walked up to me and i told the girl to come to me she did then i told her mom and kids to go away and we started to make out, i got about 5 seconds worth and i woke up. (could this have been the heart rate thing from just making out?) i woke up from the first lucid dream laid in bed loving my the fact that i had a lucid dream... then i went back to sleep it had only been about 30 mins since i went to sleep, it was very short.. next time i wont try to make love to any girls. i woke up and looked at the clock it said 17:09 or somthing so i knew it was lucid again.. i went outside without even thinking only part i remember from going outside is looking at the car in the garage again. i was standing out on the driveway and all i cared about was trying to fly so i said i can fly then thought it just to try to get an instant "gift" in my netherworld... i ended up having low gravity and i could jump around real high. i think my world is a little limited in the netherworld still because all i know is my house pretty much so i need to explore(till next time). i jumped up over to my neighbors house and landed right on top.. i bounced off from the impact and landed in the bush. everyone came out of the house and was looking around and then i ran home because i didnt want to get in trouble.. (this one wasn't entirly lucid it was going by real fast) next one go by real fast like the last i woke up not even thinking to go back to sleep the next time i was all over the place like teleporting kind of because when i was looking for somthing i would just find it instantly although the things i was looking for were aparently irelevant... i deiced to come post it on a lucid dream forum so i thought to go post it but i dont think i thought go to the computer first... so i ended up in the refrigerator in a crisper cabinet searching for lucid dreams. (?) after that i realised i was still dreaming and woke up, it was going by too fast for me to be able to get anything done in the lucid world, is there a way to slow things down? anyway now im typing this out. chapter 2: in respects i believe this is the worst way to come to a point in having a lucid dream. it is very irresponsible and has some major concequences if done wrong or even if done right. i came across this lucid dreaming in high school and decided to privatly research it just for amusment and wanted to learn how. i then came across this warpmymind site that had hynotising things on it and one was of course luciddreaming.. it would hypnotise me to be able to lucid dream. ok alls well and good untill i decided to try other ones like telekenesis and super human mind and what have you. that is probably how i controlled the tree and stuff unless everyone can do this. after a while i realised nothing happened (to my knowledge) so i quit listening. i became depressed and stressed and my mind raced constantly. thinking back i now think that it was because i would actually lucid dream constantly, i never really had any dream recal so i had no idea what my dreams were doing. i think i would get the real world mixed up with the dream world and in turn think differently in real life making me depressed(probably because i couldnt do the things i wanted to be able to in real life). i went to a mental hospital and got diagnosed with bipolar disorder. i was put on medication and i gradually started to gain control of reality having psychotic episodes like the tv talking to me, well rather about me. i remembered having an erase file that erased all the hypnosis things and listened to it. i began to feel much beter the psychotic episodes disapeared and i was a little more down to earth. with my medication i got a healthy sleep cycle and my dream recall increased. it has been a little over a year since i was in the hospital and my recall is awsome. i dont write down anything for a dream journal, i just think about it when i wake up and it all comes back to me.. i usally spend 5-10 minutes thinking about my dream before i get up. i am guessing the hypnosis is still in my head because all the erase thing does is mask the other hypnosis'. i deeply regret ever thinking of doing these hypnosis things and it has caused me great strain from the day i listened to now. if i could i would have never listened to them in the first place. i am happy to have had a lucid dream but the consequences were far to great to have it as a reward. i am very lucky things did not become more out of control than they were. i am happy that i have people that love and care for me, im just not sure i want them to know the truth about what happened. if they find out about it through here aparently it would not be a problem though. i don't think the hypnosis was the cause of everything but it certainly seemed like it was. comment please i want to know if i am alone here

[Ahhchuu]

i also have another question.. when i am dreaming a see things that could be signs but dont really realise they are signs until i awake. is there a way to recognise the signs i am dreaming while im sleeping or is that just a aquired skill that you get? and is there a way to become more aware while you are lucid. i read on another post that he rubbed his hands together all the time. is this a way to do it?

[Ahhchuu]

another question... do i do reality checks in real life?... if so im going to start doing a rc when i wake up. either turning off my radio as soon as i wake up which seemed to work or doing the palm thing i read about.