In the last few days I've had some really strange experiences where I would be lucid but only half dreaming and I could still feel myself on my bed but I could hear all the people in the dream but I couldn't see anything. It was really frustrating. Last night I overcame it twice.

I was in a dream where I knew I was dreaming but yet I wasn't lucid. I was switching cars with my friend because we always switch cars in dreams (at least, that's what I thought at the time; we've never switched cars in dreams). Suddenly I realized that it was stupid to be switching cars because when I wake up it won't matter. Everything went black and I was in the half dreaming state again. I fought through it and I guess it was what you would call a DEILD. I was back in the dream and I was lucid. I rubbed my hands together and flew around for about five minutes and kept rubbing my hands. While still flying I decided to try looking at my hands to get things even clearer. I didn't look where I was flying and I got clipped on a rain gutter and woke myself up because of it. I rolled over and went back to sleep.

I was having a dream where I was looking for my spanish class (spanish class is kind of a nightmare for me. I suck at spanish). After a few minutes I realized, I hate spanish and I'm not in spanish. So I started flying over peoples heads in the halls. It was a lot of fun and I decided to see if I could be violent. I made my hand into a gun shape and pretended to shoot people. It was pointless, nothing was happening. I made a real gun appear in my pocket and when I shot that, only little nerf balls came out of it. I was a little frustrated because I could kill any DC's. I guess I'm just not a very violent person subconsciously. I decided to go outside. People were chasing me because I had a gun in school but I really didn't care about them. I flew outside and it was snowy and I was surprised. I saw someone I recognized in the dream (I don't know them in RL but it felt like I knew them forever in the dream). I decided to try and interrogate the DC like I read about from here: http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...ad.php?t=42223. I looked at my good friend and right before I asked him he started laughing and said "I'm you!" and he laughed until he cried and I was laughing too because he knew what I was going to ask him. It was really cool. Then I made a girl appear that I liked and we did some things and the feelings where all there and felt as real as they do in RL. It was awesome. I was still fully lucid but I felt the need to go to a bathroom so I decided to look for a bathroom. I decided that I could pee right where I was since no one would care. Right as I started to pee I realized that if I started to pee in real life I'm screwed, so I woke myself up... but I was too late. I had peed myself. I got up and walked to the bathroom and looked at the toilet. For some reason I still had to pee. I went to the toilet and noticed that there were things floating around in it and the water was a deep blue. I suddenly realized that I fell for a FA. I then opened my eyes for real and went to the bathroom and I didn't wet my bed.

Those were my best lucids. The entire night I knew when I was dreaming but for the most part I never actually became lucid. It was strange but at least I got 2 more lucids!!