last night i kept falling asleep and waking up by noises and the fact i was vomiting blood...the third time before i woke up i had a dream..all i remember is i kept saying, its so unfair this isnt i dream, i really wish i could sleep becuase i have to get up early but i just cant sleep. everything is too vivid to be a dream.

hows that for failed reality checks? well at least i semi remembered a dream