im so close to wilding lately...and at the same time my work schedule has affected my sleep schedule in that im getting up a lot earlier and feeling more tired at night.

i woke up at 9 today (used to wake up around 2 or 3 pm) and by now im lying here literally seconds from passing out, im so relaxed and high.

i already dozed off once a minute ago and was this close - to wilding

its gotta happen soon