Last night I tried for my first time to attempt a WILD. i dont know if this happens to everyone but it Definetly Happens to me and its dam annoying . I absolutly CANNOT relax for some reason....and no, im not hyperactive or have ADD or something, its just that it is almost impossible for me to get in a comfortable sleeping Position, my body gets extremely uncomfortable if i stay absolutly still for more than a minute. It gets really annoying and becomes very hard to relax.

So after about 50 minutes of trying, i made a promise to myself that if i move, i would have to kill my family. I laid down on my back with my arms and legs straight out. Of course it was uncomfortable, but i love my parents dearly and i willed myself not to move. After what felt like 15 minutes of staying still, my body felt this weird tingling sensation and a while later, I started feeling vibrations and i barely felt my body anymore. My vision went all weird and i saw many random shapes flying around (this was all very new and exciting for me). Then suddenly, my brain started to render a scene. I was watching this image and was surprised at how realistic and clear it was. It Seemed like a Hotel room and while i was watching this setting form i thought ,"This is it! Finaly a Lucid Dream!"

But then all of the sudden, my eyes started twitching or moving around really really fast. And it was extremely hard to keep my eyes closed. All of the sudden, my eyes opened and everything was gone, the hotel room, the sensations, all of it. At first i was skeptical that i really woke up and i did a couple of reality Tests but it turns out i was actualy awake. Frustrated, i gave up and went to sleep.

What felt like an instant later, i was in some sort of weird place beside a beach with a lot of monkey bars and slides and stuff. One of my buddies was there along with alot of other random DCs i didnt know. The DCs were jumping over the monkeybars doing backflips and stuff while me and my friend were talking about lava lamps. (its funny how we accept stuff like this in our dreams) Then all of the sudden the thought of Lucid Dreams crossed my mind. It was a really sweet realization probably realized because of so much thought given to Lucid Dreams that night. looking around i realized this couldn't be real. immedietly i turned to my friend "DAMIR!!! IS THIS A LUCID DREAM!?!?!?", i asked quite stupidly to this dream character. "wtf are u talking about" said Damir if possible, even more stupidly. I was Extremely happy at the moment. YES!!!!! A LUCID DREAM! NOW I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT FINALY!!!!. then all of the sudden: oooooooooooooo the DCs are rolling bowling balls down the slides and throwing them at each other! AWSOME!!!! (if dreams tell you whats on your mind, then i have a pretty messed up mind) And i join them in thier madness. And that is where i lost my Lucidity i think. We did a number of things after that, we played beach volley ball with the bowling balls, we started to play pirates and shot forks and stuff out of our cannons and we also did other crazy stuff that i don't remember that clearly (i have sucky dream recall).

So i actualy managed to have a LUCID Dream.... even though my lucidity lasted only a few moments. but still I HAVE MY FIRST LUCID DREAM!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!
But that dream did not seem as clear in detail as my Half Rendered Wild dream setting that i had before. or maybe its because my dream recall is so bad i dont remember much details.

Anyway, i will be attemting WILD again tonight and i have 2 questions for you guys: 1. WHat sleeping position do you use to get the most comfortable? 2. is there anyway to prevent my eyes from opening when my eyes start moving around really fast? thnx!