Ok, my problem is that I have been in waking dreams ( lucid dreams), for years now. It goes like this, I figure out I'm dreaming then I think to myself I'm going to get out of my apartment. It's always hard to get to my feet and my apartment looks darker and diffrent everytime.
When I come out of my dark apartment I'm always in some new place that I have to explore. sometimes it's the suburbs with the gleaming sun. Other times a hotel coming out into a city that is beyond unusual like nothing I' ve ever seen.
Now I'm at a predicament, I've realized I need a dream guide, something, someone I can call on hopefully benevolent that will lead me around and give me lessons.
Does anyone know how to do this, most times I'm so awe inspired in these moments I get distracted. I've never done this stuff religiously or anything so clue me in.
Thanks I really appreciate this forum,
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