well where to start..

This dream was around the 4th lucid dream ide had but it was alot diffrent to the rest and was a great experience...in a way.
It started the same way as any of my other "lucid" dreams had, i was having a dream, a very unpleasent 1 at that but slowly came to the conclusion that i was having another lucid dream.
So like ide done with all the rest of the dreams, i told myself what i wanted to do in this dream but i couldnt manipulate the way the dream went so instead i told myself to wake up.
Greatly enough i did wake up but not properly i was awake enough to know what was happening but as quickly as ide woke up i fell back into the same dream i was having. I repeated this around 4 times but cudnt stay awake once i could see my room if thats clear to every1 :-S
The last time i did it i wasnt sure what happened really.. i again told myself to wake up and there i was laid in my bed at home happy but i couldnt move at all. Im 90% sure i was definately awake but i just couldnt move my body at all.... i couldnt hardly make a sound either i tried but nothing came out.. i started to panic and my heart started racing but after about 10 seconds of what i can only describe at temporary paralasis i suddenly shot up and could move fine... didnt sleep after that.

was a strange experience but scared me really.