Weird Lucid Dream

**DeathMetal** · 04-04-2009 10:12 PM

Hello all,
Here is a lucid dream I had a few days ago, Its been bothering me, and I can't figure it out. Any comments would help at this point.

I was dream-jumping trying to get away from something chasing me through my dreams and hopefully wake up, and in the end ended up in a bus. I obviously didnt want to be stuck in this bus, so I grabed hold of two posts and throw myself forward, to dreamjump.I successfully jump, but back into the same bus about 2 feet from where I originally was. Ok, try again. Same thing, tried it 3 times. Nothing. 2 feet moved every time. So I start panicing, I'm stuck here somehow. I run around, and end up in front of this woman. I try everything I possibly know works 100% to wake up. Not even a moments hope in any of my techniques. I suddenly have this feeling that I've died. As soon as I think that, the woman smiles knowingly. A baby in a seat that I never saw starts SCREAMING. I suddenly have a deap peace, and remember thinking 'ok, this isnt so bad' feeling deep inside me. Then I think 'I knew I was sick, but not sick enough to die, how did this happen?!' and then, I remember what I'd be leaving behind. I'd never see my boyfriend again (who I live with and love very much), or my friends. I start screaming at the woman about how could this have happened and why am I dead, what do you mean I'm dead, just screaming bloody murder at her. She continues smiling, and I get the feeling that she knows I love my life and she wants to help me, since I didnt stay in the peaceful state. She pushes on my forehead with her left hand, I feel some kind of barrier breaking through around me, and I feel like I'm being rocketed backwards. After a split second of this, I wake up.

I honestly have no idea what to make of this. Usually my scary dreams are something chasing me to kill me, and I have been hurt in the past. Usually theres an enemy I have to either fight or run from. 9.99999 times out of 10 my lucid dreaming states are not wanted because of how scary they are. I've never felt true terror in my waking life, but I have many a time in lucid dreaming. As a side question, does anyone else have these problems? After a scary lucid dream I can't sleep properly for a few nights, and it really disrupts my daily life.