Thread: WHY, why must i be so fail?

Last night i had a lucid dream, and im not talking about the crappy ones i was having. This dream was LONG, at least 20 mins. Only problem is that i can only remember the beginning and certain snippets.

This is all i remember.
I was in my room and I tried to move, but i accidentaly tried to move my IRL body (felt weird) and i was like WOAH, im in a LD! SO i RCed by looking at my hand and trying to put my finger through it. This did not work just like everytime, but then i remembered that it might not work and held my nose. IT WORKED! I reminded my self to stay calm, but it was hard.I rubbed my hands together, and IT WAS AMAZING. I could see every little pore in the paint, but i remained calm.
I decided to go upstairs and see how my dcs were doing. By this point, i was pretty concrete in my dream btw. I tell my step dad he is a dc, and he says "yeah, i know, congratulations" and then it kind of just fades from my memory there. I mean i know i did more, and i remember feelings i had, but i don't actually clearly remember anything until the end.

I was laying down in a castle, on the floor, i remember i got there but not how, and it is frustrating. I was trying to transform, but it was hard as crap! I mean hard, i must have been sitting there for 3 minuets. The hardest part was that I could feel my dream body( I was trying to transform into a girl) and i could feel my dick, so i couldn't. It was beyond frustrating.

So then i have the bright idea to get into another dream by spinning. It works, but i dont concentrate on lucidity, and it fades (god damnit) and in the next dream, i felt like i was forgetting something...