Scary it felt real

[ConfusedLilGuh]

I had a dream a few days before christmas.. I cant quite remember how it startd.. But I remember waking up in the middle of the night.. Had trouble getting back to slp.. And went to church the next morning.. But I am in some computer lab room or place with lots of computer.. I feel as though Ive been dragged across the floor by some monster or beast and Im covered in some type of goop or fat and blood (dont remember its been a few weeks).. I then remember seeing a glance of the earth crossing the milky way galaxy.. (I remember this clearly cause it freakd me out.. So I automatically placed this dream in the future somewhere round 2012 when its suppose to happen.. Or I may be dreaming about it happened..) I remember wondering how I got dragged across the floor.. And how I got there from where I was.. I remember feeling like I was possessed or something.. And I seen my grandmother (who is dead) and my mother sitting on a table.. I run ova to them and Im screaming help me.. My grandmother is telling my mother I need to call out for god.. And I do as she says.. So I am but same time my voice sounds almost demonic.. And thats when I woke up.. And panicked calld my gf (well ex now) and she told me I was overreacting but still suggested I go to church like I planned on doing..

[LostKiddo]

i've had an experience like this also, at first it was cool and all. i was like in a place with no walls no floor nothing everything was black and there were like 6-7 guys that were going to get at me and beat me up. right before they did I became lucid for a second and said to myself (that's what freaked me out) i'm a beast here and they are trapped in my dream and not the other way around and i was like look i'm demonic and i can breathe fire. so i did. i burned them to ashes and then all the sudden there were many many people and i was in town. everybody was scared of me and then i saw my cousin, she told me i needed to become who I really was. i woke up feeling guilty and all and was left confused and by the way, i don't think you over-reacted, dreams are dreams and when a dream touches you, you shouldn't let others wimple it away, what's important to you is important, period.

[changed]

calld my gf (well ex now) wait are you gay????

[ConfusedLilGuh]

Yes.. I am infact gay...

[Sacred Arboretum]

Ok no need to point that out... Anyway, I don't really know how to interpret that, but I agree that you shouldn't let some one else blow it off for you.

[lost1]

could just be your fear of future events manifesting itself in a way that your religious views have taught you to. also I'd like to say your sexuality is irelevent to me and I have no problems with anyone, but your dream could also be connected to the fact that your sexuality is kind of conflicting with your religion, because obviously most religions have issues with peoples sexuality if its anything other then a man and a woman in missionary position after their wedding.... in any case I think you shouldn't worry about it too much but maybe you should take a look at yourself and your religion and see if things are right for you and your lifestyle. Not saying you shouldn't be religious but only that you should do what's healthy for you and your psyche. Eric p.s. if it seems like I'm blabbering on its because I'm very tired

[snumbers]

could just be your fear of future events manifesting itself in a way that your religious views have taught you to. also I'd like to say your sexuality is irelevent to me and I have no problems with anyone, but your dream could also be connected to the fact that your sexuality is kind of conflicting with your religion, because obviously most religions have issues with peoples sexuality if its anything other then a man and a woman in missionary position after their wedding.... in any case I think you shouldn't worry about it too much but maybe you should take a look at yourself and your religion and see if things are right for you and your lifestyle. Not saying you shouldn't be religious but only that you should do what's healthy for you and your psyche. Eric p.s. if it seems like I'm blabbering on its because I'm very tired you seem right..

[lost1]

you seem right.. is there a "but" coming? lol I've always felt I am good at analyzing people's inner issues, but I'd like to see what the OP has to say about what I posted.

[snumbers]

is there a "but" coming? lol I've always felt I am good at analyzing people's inner issues, but I'd like to see what the OP has to say about what I posted. yeh....

[lost1]

if she ever comes baaaaaaack....

[ConfusedLilGuh]

lol.. sorry life..Yea.. Kinda is.. Im not quite "out of the closet" as most would say.. And I fallen head over hills for the girl Im currently dating.. I kinda said if I ever found love I would come out to everyone, that includes my family not just my friends.. And well I think I found it.. but IDK.. Scared I guess.. Also my family, especially on my father side is very very religious a line of preachers, pastors and etc.. So I guess I'm kinda afraid of being rejected by my family.. I guess Im at the bridge and I finally have to cross it.. But before I do.. I wanna make sure this is the one for me..

[lost1]

While I can't tell you what you should do indefinitely because I cannot be held accountable for the adverse effects.... I believe you should do and/or be whatever makes you happy and makes you feel right with yourself and don't let anyone tell you its wrong(< one of the main reasons I dislike most religions) oh and go dream some happy shit already!

[lost1]

p.s. sorry for taking so long to respond... I was editing video and trying to think of the right thing to say