First of all, My apologies to the people who answered me in the noobie thread section when i first came here asking, I decided not to resurrect a dead thread and figured would be best to start a new one, Unforunetely computer troubles caused me to be unable to respond for awhile.
Anyways, as the thread says and as the people here who know me know, For over 4 years, since sometime around spring in 2006, which would make me 12, I started having a dream, One that, as the title explains, picks up where it leaves off every time, (Why place it in this section you might ask, Reoccuring is the closest thing to a continuing dream as far as i can tell)
At any rate, These dreams, are incredibly real, To the point that it sometimes becomes difficult to tell what is reality anymore, I have sought professional help, my parents have had me see several different psychiastrists, None of which have been able to figure it out, and have had several EEG's, done sleep labs, been placed on sleeping pills, etc.
I have also been attempting to gain control of this dream, For over 2 entire years now, In my dream, I have full control of myself (Ran tests over the course of 4 years, my physical and mental capabilities are the same), I have all my memories, I can remember everything i did in my dream when im awake, and everything i did while awake in my dream (No i cant recall something in perfect detail from like 3 years ago, lol)
As for a Dream Guide or whatever lucid dreamers call them, i have encountered, thousands of "people" that if you encountered in the real world, you would not know the difference between them and real people, Sensory wise, Everything is consistant, touch, feel, smell, sound, taste (there is a weird thing to that but not important atm) Size wise from what i understand, the expanse is immense, I've done some mapping of 2 different continents, (No i dont mean large islands) The consistancy is whats disturbing, Its as consistant as reality, in every way shape and form, besides the geography and technology.
I appreciate the people from the previous thread assuring me and giving me advise, it has helped alot, I am still open to idea's and am willing to answer any questions you guys might have, Im mainly concerned trying to find someone else who experienced or is still experiencing this.
P.s Please, I know that alot of people wish they could have this kind of dream, I sympathize, But i dont really wanna hear it, The difference between myself and a lucid dreamer is, They have a CHOICE, I dont, I hate my dreams, I dont have control like them no matter how much i try, If i could give this away to someone else in return for sleep that i could remember nothing of, or just being able to normal lucid dream once in awhile when i wanted, I would do it in a heartbeat.
Anyways thanks, I will be checking in every so often (at least once a day, i promise) to answer any questions, And if someone is willing to take the time to help, I might be open to starting a dream journal.
Heres the old thread, Please do not post in it, As you can see my responses trail off right where my computer failed on me. I did answer questions, But i did try and provide all the information i thought was helpful, However your welcome to look through the old one in case your curious and the question might of been asked already.
http://www.dreamviews.com/f20/i-have...-think-114848/
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