for 8-26-11
was a nightmare. instead of the usual wild animals like the lions and bears trying to break into my home to kill and eat me and my family, which i now recognize as a dream, it was 2 police officers and they caught me being in a house i was not supposed to be in. had no idea it was a dream because i did not recognize it because these police dc’s are new.
i never once thought of doing an rc (reality check) because i could not acknowledge any dream signs. but writing this though helps me recognize new reliable dream signs, rather dream themes, i was not previously aware of: me being sought after or hunted by something or someone; and being in a home, mine or another’s, with family i am trying to protect. definitely the dj’s are important
i did not even confront my nightmare police dc’s. i was too afraid they would hurt my family if i did. i did try pleading with them once they were inside the house, resulting in me getting fucked up by the police in front of my family but they did not hurt my family directly. i talked em out of it. i had no idea it was a dream or i would 've rc'd then proceed to ripping their fucking heads and hearts from their bodies for messing with me and my family.
i think, since i started being dream conscious and lucid, my subconscious has adapted to my new level of awareness and threw me this curve ball of police officers. it worked, i was in fear and not in control of the situation. but now i am adapting to my subconscious. i am a dream warrior and i will destroy all my nightmare dc’s! bring it subconscious!
any thoughts? need help. i have more nightmares than dreams
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