In recent times, I've noticed a series of what I also consider likely NREM dreams which have little or no visual imagery (though there may be very loud, intense but indecipherable sounds), with some sort of cataclysmic or apocalyptic scenario running through my mind and a focus on intense scary/panciky/doom feelings. These usually happen very early in sleep (about an hour or so in), right around the point where I would expect to be in NREM or delta sleep. I'm not all that familiar with night terrors as they're usually described, but I wonder if this is essentially what they are.
In my case, they're not much of a problem because for some reason my waking-life emotional state seems to be well-separated from my emotional state in a dream (whether REM or NREM). That is, even if the dream is really scary, when I wake up I'm instantly fine and still calm, as if I'm merely switching my focus from the intense dream state to a calm, neutral, waking state that already existed all along. It's hard to explain in words, and I'm not sure if anyone else experiences it, but it means that I tend to never have a dream bad enough to actually call a nightmare despite how scary it is, simply because the instant I wake up it's immediately not that bad (if anything, I find it very intriguing and fascinating).
Funny thing is, I wouldn't be surprised if I found these things actually happen all the time and I simply never remember most of them. As I've practiced my dream recall and lucidity, though, I've been noticing them more and more in recent years, even to the point that I'm now beginning to recognize them and become lucid as they occur. I'll realize that I'm actually sleeping and experiencing only imagined doom, which gives me an interesting opportunity to calmly explore and play around with the experience.
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