Alright, this is totally awkward and I feel so horrible about it...
But I seriously want to figure out what this can mean-
I have recurring nightmares of...me raping a guy.
Two of the dreams truly stand out for me-
1) I have to rape this old guy so he can die/move out of his apartment because my friends and I don't like him. Actually, it was like I was a South Park kid o_O.
2) I'm a thief or something and I see another thief, with young Maculey Culkin as his "Thief Apprentice"...and right when I see him I beat and rape the kid, which is...odd considering that I was actually having a dream with a plot, and out of NOWHERE comes Maculey and the other Thief and suddenly everything else becomes obsolete...

I'm NOT like an evil person in real life, that I have to say.
I did recently come out to a few friends. Yeah, I'm gay.
Anyway...gah, it's terrible. I feel awful and guilty when I wake up, this whole thing is so not me...

Any help?