Strange Reoccuring Dream..

[seenew]

Hey all. I'm new here, well.. sort of. Long time lurker, new poster. Either way i've been reading like a madman some topics in this specific forum and it has brought back a very strange feeling. I'm actually very curious if anyone has ever had a similar dream, or if anyone has any description of what it could be. Im going to do my best to fully explain exactly what I experience. Ok. I used to have these dreams very often as a child. They are almost like the topic here on shapes, except a little different. In this dream I am standing in what seems to be either complete darkness or a dimly lit "auditorium".. Some kind of large dark open space. All around me are these chunks of matter, almost metalic/rocky in texture and feeling. Sometimes they would be taller, pillar-like shapes, and other times more rocky and roundish. However, almost always they were a lot heavier than the eye percieved. I mean very heavy. Gut-wrenching heavy. Sweating, heart-beating body numbing arms shakeing heavy. And for whatever reason, I always had this feeling like I needed to throw them up, and over a wall that was infront of me. Kind of like a macro sized version of volleyball. I just remember this intense stress trying to throw this boulder, and normaly the harder I would lift, the smaller the piece I was lifting would look. I just remember having these during levels of high stress. I had a stressful childhood growing up. Then one day, id say probably 8 years later, I had the SAME exact dream. Only awake. The extreme burden. The weight. The Feeling. Ugghhh I get goosebumps just writing this. It all came back again, only in complete consiousness. I remember looking at my hands and just feeling something lay in my hands. While I have no exact interpretation, I can only imagine this was my brains way of creating a physical representation of the emotional strain that was placed on me, and my struggle to "throw" this feeling away. I hope any of what I just said made any sense. ~cheers

[Pegasis]

I had dreams from 11 about going into red rooms, and I wanted out, I met up with weird people, and there were times growen up I had these. I feel it is uncertainty and being careful of adventure.