It sounds awful 0.o I know...

Basically my cousin was an evil robot part UFO and I was holding a bat... I was hitting as hard as I could but because I was in a dream I had this weird feeling, my brother calls it determination to do the impossible, it just felt like I couldn't hit him hard enough and I soon made dents in his head and stuff... It just seems wrong to me... Anyone think this means anything? :S Does this mean my mind is telling me to kill my cousin or something?! :O Did I mention he's about 5? :3

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I think I was in a dark place, maybe a dark grey... Surrounded by a crowd at times... :S