I have come to the realisation lately that a lot of my opinions seem to be based upon what the people around me have preferences toward.

I was thinking about religion today and how I hated something about one of them. I then realised that the only reason I thought this was that someone I knew had expressed dislike for that part of it.

It sickened me.

I had no reason to dislike any part of that particular religion. It really
didn't matter to me about what I thought I hated, I had no particular qualmsabout anything to do with that religion. I don't really know about what I think of that religion now.... I draw a blank.

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Its not the first time I have thought about something like this before. I was in bed one night staring at the ceiling. I just started thinking.... I questioned everything that came to my mind. I dont know why... It was like I was being interrogated by my subconcious or something... I just kept thinking to myself and going over thoughts that came to my mind like I was asking myself questions.

I'd post some of the thoughts I went through and the questions I got asked by my mind here, but i'd sound insane. That doesn't float well with me.

Eventually I'd gotten to the dreamworld its reality, and the prospects thereof. Heres what it was like,

Mind: Do you dream to escape reality?
Me: Is the dreamworld itself not a reality?
Mind: A Reality? What leads you to think this?
Me: It has to be real, there are things there that couldn't be a product of an overactive imagination...
Mind: Really? Are you sure? Did you come to that conclusion yourself... Or is it something Serinanth or Lost Soul told you...?
Me: What?!?
Mind: Have you came to any conclusion that you did not assimilate from another and call your own?
Me: Of course! I am not a machine! I am capable of independant thought and opinons of my own!
Mind: Show me proof... What are these opinions you have formulated and these conclusions you have drawn yourself...

It goes downhill from there...

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I have decided that I shall not be voicing any of my opinions from now on unless I am sure that I have reached the conclusion myself, or to the best of my abilities.

There is so much else I wan't to say but i cannot find the words to express it... So instead of making a half-ass post, jumbled and chaotic I shall leave it at that...

Sorry to bother everyone with my thoughts, but I just wanted to say something... and if its in the wrong section I apologise but to question everything in such a way i thought it was very philosphical...