I feel as if i do not live life as much as i observe it....this does not have any relation to the quote from waking life when the girl says she feels like she is an old lady observering her life. Its more like if i was an old person oberseving everybody elses life from the outside if that makes sense.

I noticed that i really dont have much of a life because of past actions. This is alright because i am still young and have a same set of friends, but i am more of the working type. So i feel as if i am stuck and am observing everyone elses life and not living my own