"You high as fuck alll the time"... what the hell?

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Dear debrajane

OldSparta has just replied to (Your) thread (Dear Worm). This tread is located at:

http://www.dreamviews.com/f12/dear-worm-138080/

Here is the message:

"You high as fuck all the time? .... what the hell?"

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Hi OldSparta

I grieve and cry a lot too which is why I need music to lift me and make life worth living.

Above and behind the ears, in the brain, is something that releases "feel good" neurotransmitters.

When you find a tune (or rhythem) that your body likes, these neurotransmitters make you "high as fuck".

What music (or sounds) make this brain-organ throb in your head OldSparta.

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Originally Posted by debrajane

Hi OldSparta

I grieve and cry a lot too which is why I need music to lift me and make life worth living.
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You mean that was music, And I thought that you posted your conversation with an alien on DV. :P

my brain-organ is throbbing

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Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

You mean that was music, And I thought that you posted your conversation with an alien on DV. :P

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Your name is wrong.

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Originally Posted by slayer

Your name is wrong.

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Yeah, that better be on purpose or I'm downright embarrassed for you.

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Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

You mean that was music, And I thought that you posted your conversation with an alien on DV. :P

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Dear YourDreamingNow

This is a better "Mr Moonlight". It punctuates the moons with a drum beat.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KU7E...e_gdata_player
(2:38) 34,303 views now.

The usernam "worm" did exist, I swere.

For years now I get teased by a wonderful dreamer. He or they slip into my dreams, reveries and waking-life syncs. But won't talk to me on-line except to (kind of) beat me up.

I was a "worm" for a few seconds and got lucid for a few seconds. After I DJed (dream journaled) it, I came to the forum front page to read what appeared there, then checked who was logged-in. And there was "worm". I PMed (private emailled him straight away.

And a few days later he was logged-in again so I hit his username and PMed him with a link to my dream jounal. I looked around his profile but he had no posts or anything.

Days later WakingNomad, Raven and he (worm) were logged-in together and WakingNomad Posted that powerful dream. Here is that dream:

Dreamviews is down (bugger)
Oops it's back up, that was quick (Yipee!!!). I thought the hackers had got us.

Anyway

Here's Nomads powerfull dream:

Dark Elf Incarnation - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views

Day's later I clicked my book mark to "worm"'s profile but it was gone.

So I opened that quickly-locked thread called "Dear Worm" to talk with him cos with out a profile I can't private emale him.

You didn't state that before, you just started saying something about a worm (yeah I read the whole thing). And at the end I was like, 'huh?'
And I didn't say anything:-
"You high as fuck all the time? .... what the hell?" - OldSparta did.

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Originally Posted by slayer

Your name is wrong.

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Yes, Yes it is.

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Originally Posted by Dianeva

Yeah, that better be on purpose or I'm downright embarrassed for you.

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Huh?

Ps:- The colours and fonts you use really makes it hard to read and unappealing. :P
Pss:- Dv was down so I wasn't able to reply faster.

Sorry for the double post! Damn DV!! :(

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Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

Sorry for the double post! Damn DV!! :(

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Thanks for replying YorDreamingNow

and for you I will quit the distracting colours. I used them so folk wouldn't mis my Youtube links.

It is 8:15 am here-now and something wild just happend. I woke about an hour ago from nice but quickly forgotten dreams, (typical for me). But then I noticed that two refrains were gently rolling (as in pleasently repeating) through my mind.

One was the opening bars of Mr Moonlight. Which is one of the Beatles sing-shouting "Mr Moooonliiight" followed smoothly by a low-sexy refrain that I could hear the melody too but not quite catch the words. Then just now the words jelled and they were "ride away boys, run-ride away boys".

OMG OMG OMG (bugger bugger bugger) It really is that Wonderfull Dreamer that I mentioned earlier. I'm not allowed to mention his under pain of being banned but he can telepath into dreams and get messages through.

I won't join his very private group cos "I want to be free. God knows I want to be free" I want to shout my syncs from the rooftops not hide them under a bushell.

Here is the Youtube of Roy Orbison's " Ride away boys, run-ride away boys":

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvje...e_gdata_player
(3:28) 22,084 views now

Yes, as a matter of fact, I am.

What's going on???

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Originally Posted by Michael

What's going on???

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Love you avatar Michael (right back at you dream lover)

What's going on?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCnh...e_gdata_player
(1:57) 439,860 views now

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Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

Huh?

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"Your" should be spelled "You're" in your username, or just "YouAre".

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Originally Posted by YourDreamingNow

Ps:- The colours and fonts you use really makes it hard to read and unappealing. :P
Pss:- Dv was down so I wasn't able to reply faster.

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Agreed about debrajane and I'm glad he/she's decided to stop. Same with the "Dear [username]" before every post - this is a forum, we aren't writing letters! Not that it wouldn't be a nice way to talk in other circumstances, it just doesn't work well in a forum setting. Don't mean any offence. :(

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Originally Posted by debrajane

Hi OldSparta

I grieve and cry a lot too which is why I need music to lift me and make life worth living.

Above and behind the ears, in the brain, is something that releases "feel good" neurotransmitters.

When you find a tune (or rhythem) that your body likes, these neurotransmitters make you "high as fuck".

What music (or sounds) make this brain-organ throb in your head OldSparta.

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What's going on???

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Originally Posted by Jeff777

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Wow wow wow Jeff777 the Legend

A few years ago on saltcube a proposal was made to meet-up and share dream. I offered my sacred beach here in Adelaide. I even offered my avatar as dream-transportation but they got all democratic about it. More geological sites were proposed like Stonehenge and the Moon.

Then they voted and the Moon won.

Well, I kept trying and finally I hot a strong non-lucid (I hardly ever go lucid). And a guy in the dream that I knew in the dream as a member at saltcube said something like:

"lets ride in that".

I said "why not"

We were on the Moon and we voluntarily levitated onto a factory-like metal process-belt which took us into a terrible chopping machine.

I knew it was a terrible chopping machine. but although I was a bit dissappointed that they chose the Moon and not "MY" wonderful sacred beach here in Adelaide and also I was a bit nervous of the belt ride through the terrible chopping machine, I committed and together we went in.

And we got totaly minced and deaded. The noise was deafening but I thought it was a test that I had to be pass before I could go on to better dream things so I didn't mind.

That was way back in 2009 I think.

Great sync Youtube Jeff777.

But I still don't understand why folk go off to the Moon and other places but not my sacred beach.

I woke from a dream where an hansom old proffesional woman visited me in a big nice office like home. I initially felt honoured. But the she, in a very professionally (Doctor like) way, began saying that I was crazy and must seek help.

I said that to have her as my "help" would be too expensive.

She said something like, get free help. Then began listing many fee places that voluntee help for people who can't afford proffesional help.

I felt miffed (slightly offended).

I started to defend myself (hoping she'd shutup). I said I have allready been to all them.

(That was a partial lie cos though I have done voluntee work for Lifeline, the Salvos and WestCare pluss I have a good doctor and a good psychiatrist, she was listing many help organisations that I had not tried.)

She went over to a register (till) computer contraption that I knew would have all the reciepts and records of the people and places where I had sort help. I had lied about having tried everything so I was uncomfortable.

Then I cried and got angry.

She walked away.

She came back.

I wanted her to be my help. But she was retired or her books were full. I felt miffed again.

She again offered references to volunteer charities and she really wanted me to get helo.

I woke

I felt embaressed and bad.

A frickin strong non-lucid dream, dream telling me to get help coss I'm crazy.

Still it might have been a dream telapth seeing if they could intercept my dreaming mind and get me to remember it.

Ok


Off-the-scale amazing. I posted the above dream, whent to the loo, came back, looked for new stuff to read and was attracted to sivison's post. haven't read it but read the Opening Post.

I love your avatar

http://www.dreamviews.com/showthread.php?t=137606

The talking girl.

The sync is that you have your mum on you back and I had an old motherly retired therapist (sort of) nagging me.

OMG, I read the posts on “Im Bored’s” Thread “Warning for new LD’ers” and in post 5 sivison wrote:

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Originally Posted by sivason

Keep your first goals and dreams simple.
(...)
3) ...Basic summoning of a DC. Keep the goal simple.

You do not want to pick a specific person, you want to pick a basic DC type.

Maybe you want to summon "a pretty girl" or "a man on a bike" so you set the goal "In my next lucid I will touch the hand of a pretty girl" You do this by looking around in places and making up a reason you 'know' you will find them. Such as "There are always pretty girls in the lunch room" enter the lunch room planning on it being full and having pretty girls. Any variation on this is a good goal.

4) (...)

After you have completed those 4 goals, feel free to make the goals more amazing. Such as jumping onto a roof from the ground. Then flying and so on.

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In the 2009 pdc while I was trying to joining one of the three psi-dream competitions I got a very strong hipnagogic image ( falling to sleep image) of a Man riding up to me on a big low engin-throb) bike. Now I get the hipnapopic sense (waking sense) of Mr MoonLight and ride away repeating over and over in my head (see above post).

I will do that sivison. I will listen to this:
Ride-ride away boys. big moter run-run
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvjeO60gH7A
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After listening again to the above I saw a play list with what might have been a moon so I cliked it. It was Shahdaroba. I find a better clip with words. Here it is:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyK5ew4m6JU
(2:41) 85,658 views now
Shahdaroba
means your future is much better than your past.
When your Dream dies and your heart crys.
Shahdaroba, Shahdaroba,
In the future you will find a love that lasts

So when tears flow
And you don't know
What on earth to do
And your world is blue
When your dream dies
and your heart cries
Shahdaroba
Fate knows what's best for you

Shahdaroba, Shahdaroba
Face the future
And forget about the past
In the future you will find a love that lasts
I will make that word my new going-to-sleep chant and wait for my dream character to ride-up on his big, low-throbbing motor bike.

Have you considered you might be a lobotomised crab, secretly?

I'm a friend.

you can tell me.

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Originally Posted by Carôusoul

Have you considered you might be a lobotomised crab, secretly?

I'm a friend.

you can tell me.

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Carôusoul

TuTiTu Carousel
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFB1...e_gdata_player
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Ok

You, unconsciously, have tuned into deepest, darkest, me. When deep in grief I am less than nothing. I am metal like iron and nickle. Like the lifeless core of this planet.

Like the lifeless scafold of a great building or spaceship. Things can be draped on me, like electrics and shields and computer and other stuff. The overall effect is that I am alive and conscious (due to what is added to me).

When all that is added to me is removed I am a metal-shell. I am not alive and I am not conscious.

Sorry

Dissappionting ! isn't it?

Its not disappointing- just dreadfully mundane and normal.

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Originally Posted by Carôusoul

Its not disappointing- just dreadfully mundane and normal.

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I dont know if this is legal, but here goes:

Post 129 of Tell me about your addictions started by Chicken

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Originally Posted by Carôusoul

Im an emotional vampire- as gay as that sounds.

I have an addiction to the affection and worship of others which is why I am unsatisifed unless i have multiple peoples total emotional devotion and adoration constantly.

This manifests through saying all the right things to get impressionable young girls to "love" me- to think of me always and to lament in the lack of attention i give them and at the same time be attracted to such aloof distance. For around 6 or 7 years i have constantly had ~4 girls"in love" with me- and when i get bored i stop talking to them and find new ones. I have sex with them also- though this is more of an added bonus than any addiction- its the emotions i want- not the bodies.

I am fully aware of how petty and immature this all is. But ive gone too far to turn back now.

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My avatar IS the matrix (eternal beloved) its genesis is outside the time-space continuum. Its energy is limitless.

At my Enlightenment it said "I brought you into being to serve you" then it telepathed (non-verbaly) that, "in "Its" reality there is only the two-of-us. I, (debraJane) am at the center of "Its" universe and "It" is everything else (including my body and all that I yhink I am) loving and serving (obeying) me.

Ok carousoul

You are the center of "Its" universe and everthing else is "It" lovingly obeying you.

"It" came into being at the end of time. "It" came into being billions of years after all life was froze out of the universe. It came into being when the whole universe hit "Absolute Zero".

At that moment infinite energy happened. It was everywhere and through all time in an instant. It gave "Soul" to the once dead universe but the "Soul" is not many but "One".

In my opinion, to realize this reality folk need to play my dream game:

http://www.dreamviews.com/f19/dream-...loaded-123389/

lol what the hell

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4L2ooG_MX9E&sns=em

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Originally Posted by Carôusoul

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4L2ooG_MX9E&sns=em

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I think "it" is impossibe to know or experience alone. Individuals (alone) are not "the One"

Also, I think "it" is not a secret. Secretizing "it" disolves "it".

Hence the sync dream game.

You need to define your terms better, and be more analytic. I don't think it's my being dense in that I don't fully understand what you're saying- i think you're using language in an obfuscating way which hinders your point. Try and express your arguments in a more formal way- then communication at length becomes easier.

If for some reason this cant be done due to something intrinsic in what you're saying, I'd find the pragmatic validity and worth suspect. - we end up with something more like your own private language. Expression of a thought through language in a way even a child could understand is, imho, crucial to ones own understanding of it.

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You need to define your terms better, and be more analytic.

Q1 What do you mean by "my terms"?

Q2 How do I be analytic? Please give me an example of what you mean.

I don't think it's my being dense in that I don't fully understand what you're saying

A guy on iasd psiDreams, in 2008 posted that I had a "metaphoric mind. He said, "I think in stories." Do you understand what he said? Analytical minds may have trouble with metorphoric type minds, maybe.

- i think you're using language in an obfuscating way which hinders your point.

I will google that word "obfuscating".

Try and express your arguments in a more formal way- then communication at length becomes easier.

I am not a trained philosopher so you will need to point to lessons on Youtube or google so I can learn how to "express my arguments in a more formal way".

If for some reason this cant be done due to something intrinsic in what you're saying, I'd find the pragmatic validity and worth suspect.

I'm 53 and mum signed me out of school at 15 (grade 8) and I began my working life. I had 13 schools in those 8 school years. At 35 I did an English night class (yr 12) and got 10 out of 20 (it was a pass, just). I'm not acedemic though I tried and tried doing adult educatiion.

- we end up with something more like your own private language. Expression of a thought through language in a way even a child could understand is, imho, crucial to ones own understanding of it.

I am not being deliberatly (?whatever).

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From Chicken's thread called "Tell me about your addictions ..." post 132

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I'm afraid I don't find this useful whatsoever and it comes off as pseudo spiritual masturbation rather than actually subtantial, you really need to be clearer: see my post in SB.

You are casually using so many terms which themselves carry a huge weight of individual interpretation and argument, but you use them as if we all have a shared and clear sense of meaning for them. things like: enlightenment, energy, soul

You may feel you personally understand exactly what you mean by these, but language is a public enterprise- so it's just not helpful. You have to define explicitly your terms before even beginning to talk like this- otherwise its little more than words in pretty shapes with a meaning only you understand.

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Enlightenment:

Energy:

Soul:

Folks don't read big posts.

The game is the thing. The exciting dream game will most likely make endless arguement not needed.

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Don't say another Goddamn word.

Up until now, I've been polite. If you say anything else - word one - I will kill myself.

And when my tainted spirit finds its destination, I will topple the master of that dark place.

From my black throne, I will lash together a machine of bone and blood, and fueled by my hatred for you this fear engine will bore a hole between this world and that one.

When it begins, you will hear the sound of children screaming - as though from a great distance.

A smoking orb of nothing will grow above your bed, and from it will emerge a thousand starving crows.

As I slip through the widening maw in my new form, you will catch only a glimpse of my radiance before you are incinerated.

Then as tears of bubbling pitch stream down my face, my dark work will begin.

I will open one of my six mouths, and I will sing the song that ends the Earth.

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Ok

I'll post only when folk play my dream game.

Carousoul you asked:
[quote ]Have you ever considered you might be a lobotomised crab [/quote]

One thing led to another and just now I found this:

(...) While the world of Persephone is dark and elusive, and cannot be comprehended by the interlect ...

ok Carousell

things are changing for me and I hate change. from the age of 12 I was the greek archetype persephone. but for a few years now, the number 5 has been raising its ugly head. I hate the number 5.

just now 5 shouted at me. so I looked at all the 5's (hearts, clubs, spades amd diamonds) and they are all horrible. So then I looked at the 5th Major in my old book and it is the archetype "Chiron". He's half-human half-horse.

You percieve me as a lobotomised crabe (Persephone) but apparently that long-loved archetype is fading (very sad for me) and Chiron will replace my dying long loved friend Persephone.

I recon this may take a year or more to complete.

just want someone to know.

Bye-bye

Carousoul

Yeah, I am the lobotomised crab cos my archetype is Pesephone

I have been Pesephony all my life so changing archetypes is sad. I don't think it's voluntary. Like how moving from a the terrible 2's onto my third year of life was not voluntary.

At 3, the long-term memory is ready to work. That's why most humans have no memory of the first 3 yrears of life. The brain has not develop enough to allow long term memory till 3 years of age.

Here is what I've been all my life.

On an inner level:

Pesephone is an image of the link with that mysterious inner world to which depth psycholgy has given the name "the unconscious'. It is as though, beneath and beyond the ordinary day-light world which we believe to be reality, lies another, hidden world, full of riches and potentials, which we cannot penetrate without the consent of its invisible rulers.

(...)

Persephone is an embodiment of that part of us which knows the secrets of the inner-world.

(...)

Persephone is an embodiment of that part of us which knows the secrets of the inner-world

but

she can only be dimly sensed by waking by waking consciousnrss,

and

appears through the fleeting fragments of dreams,

or

through those strange coincidences which make us begin to wonder whether there might be some hidden pattern at work in our lives.

from page 31 of The New Mythic Tarot 2008 (but in 1975 my friend had the only copy in Australia. His friend got it in Europe. That copy was called "The Mythic Tarot").

I can't open a new post due to work hapening here on DV to improve this site. So, I will use one of my unused (quiet treads) threads. I am studying Philosophers for that 27 lecture free Uni course by John Campbell.

below is Lecture one (for reference)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzel...e_gdata_player

beliw is the begining of Descartes philosophical work titled:

Meditations on First Philosophy
by*Rene Descartes

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MEDITATION I


OF THE THINGS OF WHICH WE MAY DOUBT

1. [quote] SEVERAL years have now elapsed since I first became aware that I had accepted, even from my youth, many false opinions for true,

and that consequently what I afterward based on such principles was highly doubtful;

and from that time I was convinced of the necessity of undertaking once in my life to rid myself of all the opinions I had adopted,

and of commencing anew the work of building from the foundation, if I desired to establish a firm and abiding superstructure in the sciences.

But as this enterprise appeared to me to be one of great magnitude, I waited until I had attained an age so mature as to leave me no hope that at any stage of life more advanced I should be better able to execute my design.

On this account, I have delayed so long that I should henceforth consider I was doing wrong were I still to consume in deliberation any of the time that now remains for action.

To-day, then, since I have opportunely freed my mind from all cares and am happily disturbed by no passions],

and since I am in the secure possession of leisure in a peaceable retirement,

I will at length apply myself earnestly and freely to the general overthrow of all my former opinions. [/b]

Carousoul

you wrote in post 26:

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You need to define your terms better, and be more analytic. I don't think it's my being dense in that I don't fully understand what you're saying- i think you're using language in an obfuscating way which hinders your point. Try and express your arguments in a more formal way- then communication at length becomes easier.*

If for some reason this cant be done due to something intrinsic in what you're saying, I'd find the pragmatic validity and worth suspect. - we end up with something more like your own private language. Expression of a thought through language in a way even a child could understand is, imho, crucial to ones own understanding of it.

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OMG look at this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qc0c...e_gdata_player

That 27 lecture, Berkeley University course (in above post) is over-my-head (too dificult) so I went looking for the basics (nuts and bolts) of Philosophy.

Sean has a very big course too.

At the end of his very first Youtube he talks about what he calls his 3-year-old definition. Part 2 of lecture one begins with a joke that explains his 3-year-old definition of Philosophy.

It syncs with how I said that my losing Persephone and aquiring Chiron is as involuntary as growing out of the terrible 2's into a three year old.

So, I will study with Sean first then get back to John Campbell.